193 Devil On My Doorstep
(Winona)
I pace around the living room, trying to make sense of everything that went down last night. A wonderfully romantic date night marred by my past.
Jayden going all bad–ass on Steve was… something. Part of me was stoked to see it, but another part of me, the part that’s lived with Steve’s shadow and dark legacy, is scared.
I’m scared Steve will retaliate big time. No, more than scared–I’m fucking terrified.
Steve’s here, and that’s not just a problem you can punch away.
I grab my phone, contemplating the idea of a no–contact order. Jayden’s setting one up against Judy, so I could get one against Steve too. But the thing is, Steve doesn’t play by the rules. Never has, never will.
The law’s just a step by step guide to breaking the rules to him, a joke. He’s always found a way to slip through the cracks, to do what he wants, when he wants. And that’s what terrifies me the most.
Jayden called earlier, and said he had to fly out for business last night. But he has his best security on the house, on the school and on the café where Cass is working. Just don’t go anywhere other than these
areas for now.
But he’s dealing with the Steve situation as soon as he gets the no contact order through for the baby. Then his own. He wanted to talk later about how that looks concerning Abby but right now, he had to run.
Didn’t say where he was going, didn’t say why. I didn’t ask actually. I’m guessing it’s legal stuff around the baby’s safety until it’s born. Keeping Ashlyn’s mental health stable by keeping Judy away from her will help out there.
Mom’s sitting quietly in the kitchen, sipping her tea like it’s her last lifeline. I told her about Steve being back this morning. The moment the words left my mouth, she went pale. The life sucked right out of her.
She’s been frail, but now she’s more fragile somehow. She didn’t say a word.
I walk back into the kitchen.
“Do you think he’ll come here?” she asks, her voice a shaky whisper, like she’s afraid saying it too loud will make him appear.
“I don’t know, Mom,” I say, trying to sound more confident than I feel. “After Jayden’s warning last night, maybe he’s smart enough to stay away.”
Mom doesn’t look convinced. Hell, I don’t even convince myself.
“He’s not going to stop,” she says, her voice trembling. “When he left, he said he’d be back. He promised he’d make us pay for ruining his life. He always kept his promises, Winona. Always.”
She’s right, and that’s what keeps me on edge. Steve’s not the kind to let things go. He’s a vengeful bastard, and now, with the three of us back together – which was ultimately his doing we could be sitting ducks.
It feels like he’s setting up for some twisted reunion, something awful.
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193 Devil On My Doorstep
Mom’s face goes even paler–if that’s possible. “I’m going to lie down,” she says, barely above a whisper.
I nod, watching her shuffle off to her room. I should be doing something, planning, making sure we’re safe. But instead, I’m just standing here, frozen.
I pull out my phone and scroll through my contacts, stopping on Gordon Brown’s name. A no–contact order might help Mom’s peace of mind, give us some legal backing if Steve tries anything.
But then again, what good is a piece of paper against a man like Steve? He’s never respected the law, not when I was a kid, and certainly not now. Steve is a law unto himself.
I put the phone down on the counter, frustrated. This isn’t something I can solve with a phone call. Steve doesn’t care about rules or orders. He cares about power, about control. And he’s always had both over
Even now, years later, just the thought of him gives me anxiety attacks. Gus sent him away, threatened him with death if he came back. What good did that do? Even a million dollars wasn’t enough to stop him. Cass is on her first shift at the café. It’s her first taste of freedom, and I don’t want to take that away from her by dumping all this on her. I’m taking Mom and Abby to the café after school so Cass can serve us. She asked if I’d come for a look.
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