As soon as I got off work, I went to Qiang Mo’s house and knocked on his door. It’s my sister-in-law who came to open the door. She stood before me with disheveled hair and dispirited look.
I pushed her away and shouted harshly, “Qiang Mo, get out of there.”
My sister-in-law stood behind me in fear. It might be the first time that she’s ever seen a normally mild-mannered person like me get mad like that. She stood trembling behind me and was afraid that I might vent my anger on her also.
Qiang Mo opened the door from the room and walked out indifferently. Seeing me, he greeted me as usual, “You’re back.”
“Qiang Mo, what exactly do you mean? How many times have I told you not to gamble? But you don’t listen to me. And you ask those scoundrels to my company.” I looked at Qiang Mo angrily and said.
“There is nothing I can do?” Qiang Mo frowned and said shamelessly.
“You can do nothing, right?” I said. I walked to him and raised my hand to punch him with my fists. I felt sorry for my parents. Why had they given birth to such an unfilial son? I felt aggrieved for myself. Why I have such a brother?
Qiang Mo was beaten more than he could stand. He took my arm and pushed me away. Then I lost my footing and sat on the ground. After seeing that, my sister-in-law immediately stepped forward to help me. “Are you OK?” She asked concernedly in a low voice.
I gritted my teeth and shook my head. I looked at my sister-in-law and said in a hateful and angry tone, “Sister-in-law, it’s nothing big that you don’t care about him, but why you be his guarantor? It’s a million yuan. Do you have any idea what a million yuan means to us?”
My sister-in-law didn’t dare to answer. She lowered her head quietly and listened to my scolding. Her helpless tears fell on the ground, dissolving into a watery shadow.
I knew I was a little grumpy at that moment. It had all happened and my scolding was of no use. What mattered was to figure out a way.
“Give me the property ownership certificate and I’ll take the mortgage to get some money. Then think about how to get the rest of the money.” I said. I reached out my hand to get the property ownership certificate, but I didn’t expect that he still stood there motionlessly.
I thought he didn’t hear me and repeated. Qiang Mo frowned and said apologetically, “The house has already been mortgaged, or I would give the property ownership certificate to brother Bao today.”
Qiang Mo’s words, like a thunder in a sunny day, struck me and made me lost consciousness. I leaned feebly against the cold wall and stared at Qiang Mo in disbelief. If I had a dagger in my hand at that moment, I would stab him in the chest without hesitation. I scold Jerry scum every day, but I didn’t expect that the biggest scum in the world is my own brother.
I froze and looked ahead with dull eyes. My emotion outburst suddenly and I shouted at Qiang Mo, “What should we do? Qiang Mo, you tell me, how can we pay back a million yuan?”
Qiang Mo suddenly knelt at me feet, pulling my clothes and shaking it with no dignity. “Nance, you ask Jerry to help me out for the last time.” Qiang Mo said. His expression and movements reminded me of the day of my birthday. The same scene happened again, but this time I refused Qiang Mo coldly.
“Jerry and I have divorced and he doesn’t owe me anything. I won’t beg him with a thick skin. And I’m warning you, don’t let our parents know your troubles. If anything bad happened to them, I will kill you.” I said.
I wanted to leave, but Qiang Mo held on to me. Men do not easily shed tears. But he didn’t be mean on tears. He set his eyes at flow.
I was painful when heard his cries.
I looked back and saw my sister-in-law’s misty eyes. What’s the matter with Mo family? Have Qiang Mo’s gambling addiction become more and more during the past three years?
I couldn’t tell whether it’s Jerry’s indulgence or Qiang Mo’s depravity.
Where could I get a million yuan? My mind was in a mess and I didn’t know what to do. Should I just watch Qiang Mo be tortured to death by usury?
I wanted him to die, but I was afraid that my parents would suffer the pain of losing their son. And my poor sister-in law has never had a good day in Mo family. She lived on tenterhooks every day with a wimpy man.
“Nance, just help him this time. He won’t do that anymore.” My sister-in-law couldn’t just watch my brother beg me pitifully and said some good words for him.
“It’s not that I don’t help him. But I really have no money. I didn’t get any money from Jerry. After renting the apartment for a year and buying the furniture, I had only a little money left for food.” I looked at my sister-in-law and said honestly.
As soon as I said that, Qiang Mo stopped crying. He sat on the ground helplessly and stared on the floor desperately. My sister-in-law smiled decadently. Then she squat down and hit Qiang Mo in a gut-wrenching way.
Their home looks not like a home. My brother promised my sister-in-law a happy family, but it was ruined by gambling. I looked at them with a blank expression, but my heart was more frightened than theirs.
I promised the loan sharks that I would repay the money in three days. I pushed myself into the whirlpool.
I didn’t know how I got out of Qiang Mo’s house. I walked quietly all the way. The cold wind of late autumn mercilessly blew on my face. I tightened my lips not to let the bitter tears of life fall.
After I took the bus back to my apartment, I sat quietly on my bed. I curled up my legs and buried my head in my knees. I didn’t know how to resolve the situation.
I finally realized how important money really is. No wonder Jerry’s mother and Vince’s grandmother repeatedly stress the importance of well-matched marriage. Whoever around me would fall on evil days.
Then my phone rang. I turned my face and saw Vince’s name on the screen. I reached out to pick up the phone on the quilt and pressed the answer key.
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