No matter how Jacob hurt her, Sara felt that it was temporary. Finally, after being hurt again and again, she found that she was wrong. The man who loved you won't hurt you even once, and the man who didn't love you would hurt you again and again.
This time, Sara finally decided to make up her mind. She didn't know how many chances she had given to Jacob. In these repeated tangles, Jacob was always being domineering and belittled her with his old tricks.
Looking up at James, who was reading quietly next to her, Sara thought, 'Life can be fruitless sometimes. Who says that we must get married and have children, and who says that we must achieve success and win recognition? Standing aloof from worldly success like James is also a kind of positive attitude towards life'.
After thinking twice, Sara made up her mind. This time, even if just for protecting her self-esteem, she decided to go against everyone's expectations. She wouldn't remarry Jacob even if it would disappoint Michael.
Otherwise, he would really be a dispensable person who came and went at any time she was summoned. What was too easy to get would often not be cherished.
Sara looked out of the window blankly. It was cold outside. There was a layer of frost on the outside of the window. It was almost the season when the breath turned into mist. This winter seemed to be destined to be unusual.
If divorce was the same as being broken up in love, then Sara had already gone through the most difficult initial stage. No matter how much one loved the sea, he wouldn't jump into the sea; no matter how much one loved the sunshine, he wouldn't be exposed to the sunshine all the time. Everything had its limits. This trip finally made Sara understood her real thought.
If a person didn't even hate another, then he must be extremely disappointed. Obviously, Sara felt that her resentment towards Jacob was fading away little by little.
When Jacob walked out of Michael's bedroom upstairs, he glanced at the downstairs. Now Jacob could almost lock the location of Sara at a glance. Within a moment, the one he loved deeply could always be found.
Seeing that Sara lazily leaned against the sofa with the hand warmer in her arms, Jacob felt warm in his heart. Luckily, Sara was with her today. It seemed that he had experienced something much longer than her life in such a short time.
We always don't know how to understand others, so they only love a few people in their lives. Similarly, true friend is also rare. We may have many friends, but few of them could be cherished as soul mates.
Jacob sighed. He hadn't had such a deep conversation with his father for a long time, as if they had only talked for a few times in their lives.
Jacob suddenly realized something about the meaning of life. In the past, he always wanted to pursue success, but now, she just wanted to protect the people around her.
Jacob slowly walked down the ivory stairs. His leather shoes stepped on the stairs, hardly making any sound. When he came to Sara, Jacob was also stunned to look at her, who was pretending to be asleep. Her eyelashes were so long that they casted shadow below her eyes.
Jacob wanted to cover him with a blanket on the sofa. James observed the two secretly through his glasses.
At this moment, Sara opened her eyes. Jacob's hand froze in the air and then fell down again.
Without saying anything, Sara looked indifferent. In the past, she was cheated by the man standing before her just because she was too soft-hearted and too emotional. Now, she wouldn't make the same mistake. In order to achieve her goal, she could also tuck others.
She didn't want to be a fool again. Jacob's hand was a little stiff. He didn't know if it was because of the cold weather or because of his embarrassment that he didn't withdraw his hand for a moment. Time seemed to be frozen.
Squinting slightly, Sara looked at Jacob in front of him. His face was still the same as before. He was still him, nothing had ever changed. "Don't you want to sit down?"
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