From getting on the car out of the villa to lying on the hospital bed, Jacob kept murmuring. He couldn't stop as if he was insane.
Looking at Jacob's face with his closed eyes, Sara was lost in thought. This face used to be so familiar and full of joy, anger, sadness and ruthlessness. But now it was full of pain.
Why did Jacob call her name instead of Alice? Why didn't she understand what he was murmuring when he called her name?
What on earth was going on? 'My life was already dilapidated. Is it just a joke of god? 'Sara wondered.
If Jacob didn't love her, then everything he had done could be forgiven. No, not forgiven, but understood. After all, if he didn't love her, he wouldn't treat her sincerely.
But if Jacob loved her, then all things happened would be understood by Sara. Why would he hurt her again and again?
With a strange look, she looked at Jacob, who was lying on the bed in pain. He had a high fever, 39.5 ℃. His forehead was burning. God knew why his situation was getting worse.
Sara stayed with Jacob the whole day. In the afternoon, Jacob's fever was finally brought down and he was much sober.
In fact, Jacob had already been awake. He just hoped that such a moment could be longer and longer. After all, it would be not that easy for him to stay with Sara like this in the future.
This moment could be met but not be seek.
Sara didn't find anything wrong with Jacob. She thought that he didn't wake up until the afternoon. But it was good that he finally woke up. After all, she needn't worry about him anymore.
Sara tried her best to forget the whispers of Jacob when he was in a coma. But she couldn't control herself and wanted to ask Jacob about that.
But at this moment, it seemed inappropriate for her to discuss such private affairs with Jacob. Anyway, she wasn't going to forgive him. Sara was not sure whether she should ask him or not, so she decided to talk about it later.
"So you've been with me all the time." Jacob opened his mouth with a smile. He didn't know why the smile looked so sad.
It was as if he was at his last gasp and was still smiling, hoping to comfort others.
"Yes. Are you feeling better? Winnie just brought some porridge here. Would you like some? " The expression on Sara's face didn't change much. It was a mixture of caring, hesitation and other inexplicable meaning.
"Okay." Jacob made a move, but found that his hands were very weak. He was having an infusion with a needle inserted in his hand.
"Well, you don't need to move. Just sit up and I'll feed you." Sara stopped Jacob in a soft voice. Even at this time, Jacob was still pretending to be strong.
Didn't he know that those who tried to be brave wouldn't end up well? But she couldn't say anything to blame him.
Sara took out the porridge and spoon from the heat preservation box. The porridge was crystal clear, Winnie was naturally good at cooking.
Jacob stared at her in a daze. He didn't really know what he was doing. He just felt happy to see Sara like this in real life rather than in his dreams. Did Sara forgive him? Did she know that how much he loved her, not Alice?
But what if she knew that? So many things had happened, and Jacob couldn't change all things happened. Things past were real, and unchangeable. That was the most sadly thing. Jacob knew that he was wrong, and everything was already settled.
Sometimes, when Jacob felt depressed, he felt that life was like playing chess. Just one false move may cause the loss of the game.
He really wanted to undo his mistakes, but he wasn't allowed to do so. Fate treats everyone equal. You won't have the chance to change the past regardless of your identity.
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