"Ah..." Tears welled up in Sara's eyes. She had never thought that this day would really come. It was like a dream.
"You know what? Sara. Every day without you, I'm like a walking dead. I didn't admit it before, but later I found that it was not a wise move to pretend to be strong, which only made me feel ashamed."
Jacob softly said these words with great affection. He could say these words without thinking. Without even looking at Sara, he knew what kind of expression was on her face.
It turned out that it was so easy to make the one he loved happy. In the past, Jacob always thought that talking about love was an immature trick played by those immature people. It was not until he fell in love that he realized that even if the immaturity was beautiful.
Sara leaned on Jacob's shoulder. The two almost hugged each other.
"In fact, I have always wanted to tell you something, but I don't have the courage. If it weren't for you, I would rather die alone." Jacob continued to whisper in Sara's ear, unconsciously holding her tightly.
This time, no matter what happened, he would never let go of her.
"Jacob, you haven't said these words until now. Do you know what it means?" Sara suddenly opened her mouth. There was no emotion in her voice. She tried her best to restrain her emotions and excitement.
If it weren't for Jacob, how could Sara feel the happiness of losing and regaining.
"What does it mean?" Jacob's throat was dry, as if he was a subject waiting for the judgment of the king. He was afraid to hear something unimaginable from Sara.
He was afraid of being rejected. If this couldn't move Sara, then he didn't know what kind of words he could say to move her from now on.
"I thought I would find someone else to replace you. Then I would gradually forget you. I've thought about it before." Leaning her delicate chin on Jacob's shoulder, Sara opened her mouth and said slowly.
Jacob just held her tightly in his arms nervously and didn't say anything. Maybe it was the critical moment after talking for so long, and maybe she still didn't forgive him.
Yes, Jacob was such a bastard. Sara could have found someone else to start over. But she didn't. It was not that she couldn't, but that she was unwilling to do so.
Maybe, if you really fell in love with someone wrong, he would destroy not a relationship, but your heart.
In the past, Sara had wondered whether she had really loved the wrong person, but time had slowly told her the answer. Fortunately, Jacob finally arrived. Luckily, Sara didn't give up.
"Later I found that I couldn't do it. No matter what you did to me, what cruel words you said, how we tortured each other. I just want to wait for you. I always feel that you will be behind me as long as I come back."
Sara had been encouraging herself to stick to it.
Maybe she just couldn't forget him. There were no so many reasons.
It was like loving someone. There was no reason at all.
If she liked him, then every move of him would affect her sight. Then, no matter what he did, he could be forgiven.
However, this process should be established on the basis of mutual affinity.
Sara didn't know what Jacob was thinking. Maybe she would wait for him for a long time. Maybe she would never get the answer she wanted.
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