Falling For My Cruel Mate novel Chapter 40

I climb up the winding stair case and turn onto a long hallway. It was very similar to Ajax's home but just a tad bit smaller. I knock lightly on the second door and waited a few moments. Nothing.

I knock again and call out her name, "Cipher?"

There was still no response. Maybe she had decided to finally get some rest? Or she was probably using the bathroom.

"It's me, Octavia." I add as I begin to twist the door knob and peek my head through. I had never been in Cipher's room before. The walls were painted a deep gray and all of her furniture was white with tones of baby blues and light greys throughout.

She was sat on her bed, her knees to her chest, as she stared blatantly at the wall. She hardly even blinked. I didn't think not finding her mate would take this kind of toll on her.

I walk over and climb onto the bed and sit beside her. I look at the wall in front of us to find it filled with printed words. A lot of small and inspirational words surrounded a much bigger one. Love.

"Cipher, just because you didn't find the right person last night doesn't mean they won't come along in time." I look over at her and take in her distraught appearance, her hair was thrown in a messy bun with with multiple strands falling out of it. Her eyes were red and enlarged from crying and her cheeks were pale. She wore a large baggy shirt that covered whatever pants she was wearing.

"I'm tired of waiting Octavia." She snapped at me and I couldn't help but be offended at her tone. Cipher had never spoken to me in such a way. Her blue eyes were filled with an anger I had never seen in them before.

"What's the rush? You're still young." I say, my voice draining of any emotions or sympathy it had before. It seemed that kindness, rainbows and unicorns weren't going to cut it this time.

"I'm twenty-one and an unmated female. I just want fucking love. I've met sixteen year olds who got mated as soon as they shifted." She was becoming more angry as she huffed out her response and gripped the sheets beneath her.

I shake my head disappointingly. Doesn't she know who she's talking to? I climb off the bed and this catches her attention, her gaze focusing on me and forgetting the stupid word on the wall.

"Unbelievable," I mumble to myself before turning to speak to her. "What I would give to be unmated and having time to actually meet someone I have a connection with."

"You can't just expect to say hello to someone and then fall in love with them Cipher! Pull your head out of the clouds because this isn't a god damn fairytale. Prince Charming isn't just going to come along and sweep you off your damn feet!"