Fated To The Alpha by Jessica Hall Chapter 194
Mateo POV
“What are you doing?” Ezra asks me as I dig through the cushions on the couch.
“Looking for Kat’s phone we have been looking all day” I tell him.
“The kids?”
“ In bed” I tell him, placing the cushions back on the couch.
“And Kat?”
“With Seline again, I worry about how much time she spends in that realm” I tell Ezra. Everytime Kat came back she was more stressed, like the weight of the world was on her shoulders. I suppose in a sense it was.
“Just help me find it” I tell him, wanting to help her even if it was as silly as just finding her phone.
“Or we could sneak up to the room while the kids are sleeping” Ezra tells me coming up behind me. His arms wrap around my waist pulling me back against him. He presses his pelvis into my ass.
“No, you know how left out she feels” I tell him not wanting to anger kat. I drop to my knees to look under the couch for her phone. Ezra growls annoyed but I wasn’t making that mistake again.
“ I might as well just cut it off since I never get to use it anymore” Ezra mumbles behind me. I stand up placing my hands on my hips and trying to think of where she had it last. The last place I saw her phone was in the kitchen. Walking out there, I walk into the pantry and look through every section before checking the kitchen drawers. We found our car keys in the bathtub once, none of us know how they got in there but we all assume it was Eziah because he was on the move that day.
“Are you going to help me or whine?” I ask Ezra who was following me around pouting.
“I am not whining, I have fucking blueballs that need emptying, just touch it or something”
“Ask Kat, ” I tell him.
“She always says she is too tired, I don’t understand why it is an issue we are mates too”
“Yes, but if she knows that is different because she knows she can join us, but if we go upstairs while she is not here and she comes home, she may be upset”
“ I don’t care when you two fuck” Ezra says and I stand up.
“Are you sure you’re an Alpha king because you sound like a whiny bitch, go rub one out if you’re that hard up, I am busy anyway” I tell him before bending down and digging through the pots cupboard. I sigh, it is not in there either.
“One of you is sucking my cock, I don’t care who but one of you will be” He says and I chuckle.
“Hasn’t been that long geez” I tell him.
“It’s been a month, I have been keeping track” “Why would you keep track for?”
“Because one day my nuts will combust from all the s*xual tension in this house and I want to be able to blame someone when I am neutered like a dog”
Fuck Katya better give him some soon because he has been acting like she -wolf in heat or Katya on her monthly’s, nobody likes a moody Alpha.
Digging through the fridge I spot the phone and almost do a happy dance but I didn’t want to shake my ass Ezra would think it was an invitation.
“I found it” I tell him.
“Good give it here, I will tell her she has to suck my d*ck for it back” Ezra says laughing while trying to pluck it from my fingers.
“One day she will bite you and it will be your own fault” I tell him, pulling the phone out of reach.
“I would even take teeth at this point, attention is attention” Ezra growls out.
“Eziah must have put it in the crisper” I tell Ezra turning it on.
“At least we found it” Ezra says.
“You mean I found it, all you did was moan and groan over your balls” I tell him. Kat’s phone instantly starts going off and vibrates for a solid ten minutes while I charge it with all the notifications coming through.
“Check for the important ones and answer them, the rest she can deal with tomorrow. I wonder how much longer she will be?” Ezra says while making both of us coffees.
I flick through her messages replying to her father wanting to come over on Sunday.
“Derrick is coming over Sunday to help with the Kids”
“Thank the goddess, oh wait Kat is now the goddess thank the other goddess” Ezra says also just as exhausted as Kat and I with Marge sick and unable to help out. That woman was truly a godsend and we would die without her.
“She 141 missed calls” I tell Ezra when I notice that a fair chunk of them were from a weird name. Was it code? Was she talking to someone behind our backs? The thought angered me and Ares.
“You know someone called Android?” I ask Ezra.
“Android?” Ezra says coming over to look over my shoulder.
“Yeah this Android rang 43 times in the last two days” I tell him. Ezra growls.
“I swear if she is talking to some man I will fucking kill him” Ezra snaps snatching the phone from my fingers.
Katya POV
“So I only have to try to push her toward Jonah, pray she chooses Jonah before she shifts” I ask Seline.
“No, unfortunately fate always changes, it is always altering depending on the mindset of the person. I don’t believe anything you do will stop them from meeting” Seline says. I shake my head, I had a fierce urge to protect my daughter but I also knew she would have to make her own decisions.
“So If I warn her it could alter her future?”
“Yes, but for every change you make there will be consequences, believe me Kat. Fate and destiny aren’t to be altered lightly. I have made that mistake many times, I nearly lost my daughter because of it. Eventually I realised her happiness was all that mattered. It broke my heart letting her enter the fountain of life and I paid the consequences, but she chose to go back for Marabella, there is more to life than the mate bonds, it’s about living and choosing your own path, that’s why when she volunteered for Marabella, I didn’t try to stop her”
“But Kora remembered me when I came here”
“Yes, because after you set her free, she wasn’t intending to go back, Kora had limited memory of your bloodline, she is blessed after all but not even she could predict everything, she only knew from the visions she shared with you, she was going to live here and remain. Now that I have placed her with Marabella, she won’t even remember you” Seline explains.
“So there is nothing we can do to prevent them from meeting?”
“No, sometimes we don’t get a choice”
“But we are Moon Goddesses?” Seline waves me over to the fountain again.
She runs her hand through the murky water and two vessels with their two wolves appear and I instantly recognise them.
“Sage and Sierra, Andrei and Donnie”
“When we first tried creating the mate bond, we mated Lycan’s to Lycan’s. We don’t give second chance mates, it makes it too complicated or I thought it did, but look closely tell me what you see?” She says and I squint into the murky waters before noticing a tear in each aura surrounding the vessels, the tear in the Lycan side.
“The Lycan aura is severed”
“Correct, Sierra and Donnie were Lycan mates before I started using werewolf human vessels, they were the first pair we made, because Lycan’s are savages most killed each other not fixing anything because they had no humanity, but Sierra and Donnie, they become fused to each other even after death, their souls stuck. So I separated them, giving them mates. Yet both of them died and I have noticed everytime I separate them they seemed to be on a never ending loop
that usually ends in one of their deaths, except this time because they managed to find each other”
“When you say never ending loop, you mean history repeating itself?”
“Yes, but only Sierra’s for some reason repeats and she can actually remember parts of her past lives for some reason whereas Donnie can’t but he feels connected not only to the vessel but Sierra, Sierra suffered the same way as Sage when she was pure Lycan, she was the weakest Lycan in her pack, the others took advantage of that before eventually Donnie saved her and I decided to merge them, bond them together. They were the only Lycan’s that bonded without killing each other. When they died and came here, I noticed when I placed them in the fountain of life they instantly merged and ever since they merged on their own. Donnie is Sierra’s safe place and Sierra is Donnie’s calm one and no matter how much I tried to separate them in the fountain they would merge back eventually”
“But yet you gave them mates before each other?”
“Yes, I wanted to see if I could separate them, I have tried a couple of time to test the theory, but no matter who I bond them too, the mates I chose for them die and then they don’t find each other so when you asked if I could give Andrei a second chance I gave him Sage, but this is what I mean about meddling with fate. For some reason Sierra’s trauma in her past life has remained with her, she suffers again and again the same fate and so does her vessel which is now Sage, it happens everytime I try to separate them. Something we need to realise we can’t control, just like I tried to control who they were mated to, the consequences of me trying to mate them to other people was that their mate always died. You never know the consequence of meddling with fate and sometimes it isn’t worth meddling with, it will cause more heartache”
“So I need to let Marabella and Kora decide, because I could cause my damage by tampering with the bonds”
“Exactly”
“Can I see Marabella’s bonds?” I ask her and she runs her fingers through the water. Two equally dark figures appear in the murky water along with Jonah’s figure floating randomly around them.
“Try to separate them” Seline tells me and I do, I even try to direct Marabella’s too Jonah’s but the other one just follows, and Marabella’s pushing against my hand trying to get back to him. Jonah however chases Marabella’s dark hue wanting to merge but unable to. As soon as I move my hand, the two black blobs clash violently and fuse together.
“See, we can’t control everyone’s bonds, like Sierra and Donnie’s. Some refuse to do what we think is best”
“So what will happen to Jonah, clearly he wants to be Marabella’s mate or at least his wolf wants him to be, yet she is bonded to this one”
“That I can’t say, chosen bonds will always be stronger then mated bonds because it has a choice, both wolf and human choosing the same, and since she is your daughter, you also don’t get to see her future”
“But you can see her mate” Seline then adds and I look down at the black figures.
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