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I feel more anxious today than I did yesterday or the first time I met Eros. I’m hiding in his bathroom–I say hiding, but he knows where I am, so it’s not exactly hiding.
Still, I have been in here for over twenty minutes and can’t seem to force myself to open the door. I’m freaking the fuck out. Not over what is going to happen, I actually crave it, and him for some bizarre reasons.
I’m freaking out over the kiss last night, well, both of them. It went from business to pleasure, and now I’m not entirely comfortable taking money for this. I’ll still do it, but I feel like I should give him back the money.
Yeah, this feels personal now–too personal–and I hate that it is starting with him paying me. The knock breaks me out of my thoughts.
“Are you still alive in there?” Eros asks, his voice full of humour. “There is a second door behind the long mirror if you want to run and hide.” His words make me smile, as he’s clearly laughing and mocking me.
Walking to the door, I open it and face him.
“Speak,” he orders as he steps back. Speak, just speak. My
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mouth opens and then closes. I’m not often silenced, but Eros has silenced me. “Alexis, speak,” he orders more firmly.
“I’m sorry, I was just freaking the fuck out,” I say, and he laughs.
“Last time you weren’t, so why now?” His head tilts. “Did you lie about your limits? Let’s run through them again,” he says, and my head shakes.
“No, the limits are fine. I just got lost in my mind, forgot about it.” I don’t want to get into it. I move towards him, and his hand. raises.
“I will not touch you whenever you have doubts, Alexis. Now explain the issue. Please.” He stands and waits.
Okay, here goes. “It feels personal, which I don’t mind. Honestly, I don’t care if it’s personal, but because it feels personal, it makes me feel bad about taking the money. Personal isn’t business, and I should be paid for it,” I explain.
He smirks at me. “This was always going to be personal, Alexis,” he says as he steps forward. “There are things in life that can be personal and business. So forget about the money side of it. Remember, there are cameras. I am paying you for a service. Many do that, and it is personal as well.”
He’s right. If I pay a hairdresser, it is professional but also personal, as they are affecting my image, and this is no
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“Feel better now?” he asks, and I hod quickly. I don’t know. where the fear came from or why. His hand reaches out and wraps around the back of my neck. Pulling me to him, his mouth captures mine, and I get lost in the feel of him.
He kisses me quicker and harder. My body explodes under his touch, and I pull him closer. My arms wrap around him as I immerse myself in his power. I feel his hands sliding up my legs, the dress lifting and bunching up around my waist.
I can’t, and he’s going too slow. My hand pushes his jeans down, and I grasp his cock. The feel of his hands grasping my ass makes me moan as he lifts me, and my legs wrap around his body. I move and rub my sex along his cock, and he groans, gripping me harder as his hips move, and I feel his cock sliding along my opening.
My body moves to try and position myself so I can take him inside of me, but he suddenly releases me and steps back. His hands rest on the wall on either side of me.
“You need to stop touching me, Alexis,” he whispers, and I watch his chest move with every breath he takes. I smile, and his head shakes. I think touching him is fun.
“That.” He points at me. “Wasn’t what we agreed to. I know I said no script, but I am not about to just fuck you, Alexis. Even if you touching me or you being near me seems to make me
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forget. Hell, I haven’t even turned the cameras on.” He stands and stares at me.
Yeah, we both got off course there. I just got lost in the feel of him and didn’t care if this wasn’t getting filmed. I needed him.
“Bite or scratch me, Alexis. If I get too lost in you that I forget the plan, please bring me back to reality.” He kisses my cheek and picks up the remote.
Well, he said to do it, so now I plan to. I hear the cameras come on, and he grips my dress, pulling me to him, just like the first time. I’m on my toes and stare at him defiantly. His head lowers, and he kisses my neck, biting as he does.
Each new bite gets harder, and I begin to cry out with pleasure as my body shakes against his. His other hand grips the bare globe of my ass as he bites against my collarbone.
Crying out, I grasp at him, and he chuckles. “I need you soaking Bunny Wild, I won’t fuck you until you are.” His words cause me to whimper. “Raise them,” his word is an order, and I raise my arms. I expect him to tie them up, instead he quickly pulls the dress from my body and throws it to the floor.
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