Lilian wandered outside of the Harmony Palace, lost, confused, and heartbroken. Even the memory of how she got where she was muddled. As she came upon the palace gates, she realized how hollow she felt inside, and fear was the only emotion nestled within her chest. Her body shook hard, as if it was exposed to harshest winter known to man. After taking a deep breath to regain composure, she began to look up, and that was when she saw the plaque that said "Harmony Palace". It was a sign written by Rolando himself. Now, as she recalled everything little he had done ever since they met, Lilian realized that he actually had expressed his love for Harper from the very beginning—it was just no one had paid it any serious thought. It was hard for anyone to believe that Rolando, who occupied such an esteemed position, would fall in love with a married woman.
"I was so stupid," Lilian murmured helplessly. Once upon a time, she truly believed that Rolando had finally fallen in love with her after all the efforts she had exerted. Now, she was slapped with the reality that none of that was ever true, and that none of that would ever happen.
"My Lady, it's going to be alright," Daisy murmured, trying to comfort her master. Deep inside, however, she knew that the wound caused by such a rejection would take years to heal, if it even did.
"Let's go back," Lilian said sadly and quietly. With her still being in the process of accepting that Rolando would never see her as a romantic partner, the next thing that was viable for her was to be close to him. 'I will never ask for anything. I just... want to be close to him,' she thought, as they head back to the Bliss Palace.
When Harper finally woke up, Patrick immediately put its head against her chest. Harper rubbed its head gently and said, "I'm fine. Don't worry."
"You are not fine. You've frightened everyone," Rolando said in a concerned tone. "Are you hurting anywhere?"
Harper struggled to sit up. The last thing she remembered was her body feeling like it was being torn apart. She must have fainted during that process because she couldn't remember anything else. "I just feel... sticky, maybe from all the sweating. But I don't think any part of my body is particularly painful," she responded.
"Well, that's good. I will ask someone to bring some warm water here. You can take a bath as long as you want," Rolando proposed at once.
"That would be nice. Thank you, Rolando," said Harper.
After the warm water was sent in, Harper went to take a bath. Forsythia stood by the door, guarding her lady against Rolando. For her, his intentions were crystal clear, and she would never allow him to do whatever he wanted.
Rolando knew what Forsythia was doing. How could he not? But he did not care. He would wait as long as necessary and do whatever it took to get what he had been after all these years.
After Harper bathed and changed her clothes, she looked energetic and refreshed. Rolando was sitting at the table, waiting patiently for her to finish. "I've read all the contents of the Heavenly Book," she said as she sat opposite him.
"Okay," Rolando answered, looking uninterested.
"Don't you want to know what it says?" Harper asked eagerly.
Rolando, however, merely gazed at her and replied, "If you want to tell me, you will. But if you don't, even if I force you, you won't tell me anything."
Harper raised her eyebrows, surprised by the rather snappy attitude Rolando had. Choosing to ignore it, she continued, "The Heavenly Book recorded the cultivation methods of the Qin Clan. It didn't say anything about the methods one should undergo to become immortal."
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