Forever in the Past and Forever in the Future novel Chapter 138

Daughters of the Moon Goddess by Neener Beener Chapter 6

Chapter 6

 Bronx’s POV Four days. 

As of this morning, it has been four fucking days since Kas disappeared into thin air. W e haven’t found a single trace of her anywhere. She’s not on pack territory or the bakery shop she owns in town, she hasn’t been seen at MasonCo headquarters. I even had an international MasonCo security team check our apartment in Paris. Her cell phone and all her belongings are still in our apartment. There have been no hits on her image on any surveillance videos MasonCo has access to around the world. She’s gone. It’s like she really disappeared into thin air. I feel like I’m going insane. For the past three days, I have been trying my hardest to focus on searching for my mate, but I kept getting overwhelmed by Saint’s raw emotions.

He swings wildly from wanting to be hyper focused on finding Kas to crushing regret and guilt that his last moments with her were full of anger, not fueled by the love and caring she deserves. That’s on to of trying to control my own emotions and impatience. I’m mad at myself for not doing a better job controlling him because now he and I are both paying the price. Maybe she would still be here if I would have kept him in check. And I’m frustrated because we have made no progress in finding Kas. I just can’t accept that she just popped out of existence. Milo and Reggie keep pulling me out of meetings and conference calls because I can’t make it through without losing my temper. As much as the pack members want to contribute to finding their Luna, most of them are too scared to be around me to continue.

There is a stark difference from her usual cheery tone when she speaks, “Carly mind linked me. MasonCo PR team will be here at nine a.m. tomorrow. Bronx, you should wear a gray suit and a solid color tie. They will bring a camera crew and have a script ready so you can record a statement to send to media outlets. They will have it distributed by eleven a.m.” I’m lucky to have her as the head of Human Resources for my security company, MasonCo. I look u p at her and nod. She smiles sympathetically at me.

The lump that has been sitting in my throat for the past few days won’t be ignored any longer. Saint finally realizes what I just agreed to and I unintentionally slam my fist on the table in frustration. Everyone around the room jumps with surprise. I look down and see a crack where my fist has damaged the table. I feel myself blinking back tears, “Guys, you can say what you want about me. I don’t care how weak you think I am. Saint and I need her back. W-we can’t survive without her. I don’t know how much longer I can take this.” Ashley presses her hands to her heart, then rushes forward to give me a big hug. I feel Lenora pile onto the hug next, then Reggie and Milo.