My heart was tense. He gave me a business card that day and told me to figure out what compensation I would like him to provide. These days, the hospital urged me to pay my mom the hospitalization fee. I did want to ask Chan Cheng for money. But I finally didn't.
I hated him, but I didn't want the so-called compensation, which made me feel like I'm selling my body.
"No need. You helped me." I looked at him and spoke. My mood was complicated.
Before tonight, I hated Chan Cheng because I felt that all of this was caused by him.
However, tonight I learned that Jim Qin has been involved with Kathy Jin when he was with me.
It's said that if a man betrays you, he will betray you forever. In the past month, Jim Qin has brought home so many different women. Were these women also like Kathy Jin, who had an affair with Jim?
Although Jim told Kathy the day before the wedding that he would cut off contact, could he really do it?
Moreover, even if they broke contact in the future, Jim Qin still cheated when he was in love with me.
I was wrong with having sex with other men before getting married. I also admitted my mistakes, and also suffered from the anger of Jim Qin and his parents. However, this incident was an accident. But Jim Qin and his parents refused to listen to my explanation at all and even humiliated me.
The same thing happened to Jim Qin, but Jim Qin didn't think he was wrong. Tonight, he even was able to confidently say that I was not worthy for him to cut contact with Kathy.
This was a complete double standard!
This incident made me understand instantly. If this incident did not happen before marriage, then my other "mistakes" after marriage would also be treated in this way.
Jim Qin's love for me was always high above. This was not a balanced relationship between us.
My mood was very complicated. From this perspective, it was Chan Cheng's "Hunger" that pulled off the mask of Jim Qin. It also made me clearly find out what kind of person Jim is.
Chan looked at me with a faint expression, grabbed the cigarette case casually, put a cigarette in his mouth, and picked up the lighter. He just paused when he was about to light it, looked at me, and asked, "Do you mind?"
I shook my head subconsciously and looked as Chan Cheng lighted the cigarette, suddenly I had a little eager to try.
"Can you give me one?" I subconsciously said.
It is said that smoking can relieve worries, I wanted to try it too.
Chan Cheng frowned slightly, looked at me calmly, but did not answer me, "What are you going to do now?"
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