Mo Qiang looked at Yi Yazhu for two seconds before she burst out in laughter. She slapped her hands together as she giggled and chuckled, "W—-What a funny joke. You should try to become a comedian, maybe you might earn more money that way."
"I am being serious!" Yi Yazhu snapped, feeling a bit annoyed that Mo Qiang was treating his serious words as a joke.
"And I am being serious as well," Mo Qiang rolled her eyes as she leaned back on the wall against which she was sitting and then said to Yi Yazhu, "Are all the women of the Imperial Star dead, that he would fall in love with me?"
"Even my own husbands needed six months and twenty days to fall for me. Even now I am not clear about the fact that they love me or my body. Or did they have to fall for me because they had no other choice?"
Mo Qiang was someone who was abandoned by her own parents. She never said it but she had not forgotten the pain of being abandoned.
Those people who should have loved her unconditionally left her behind in the orphanage which should be enough to tell how unlikeable she was.
And if that wasn't enough, then Mo Qiang would share another instance of how she was the only one who did not get a Valentine's chocolate or proposal.
No one wanted to date her.
Mo Yan and Wen Gui liked her because they thought that she was their own daughter and because she was better than the piece of work they had and believed it was their own daughter who changed for the better——- if they came to know the truth then she was certain that they wouldn't like her.
Her husbands too. If they had a choice, they would not have chosen her.
They chose her because they had no way to back out, in fact, if she was to be honest with herself ——- she was an acquired taste. A woman who was loved because her loved ones had no choice.
One that only those who were poor or had no choice would love.
If she had to choose one then only Mo Xifeng loved her without a reason.
So how could Fu Qi Hong even like her? And why would he like her when he had all kinds of women in front of him from which he could pick and choose?
She had nothing to offer to someone like Fu Qi Hong.
It was simply too much to imagine that he would willingly fall for her. That was too much to even see in a dream and Mo Qiang was no dreamer.
At least she did not dream with her eyes open and knew what her worth was.
Yi Yazhu looked at Mo Qiang with a dumbfounded look on his face. So this woman —— it was not that she had low EQ, it was because she believed that she was unlovable and no one would love her out of their free will!
So even though Fu Qi Hong was showing off his affection to her clearly, Mo Qiang could not see it. No, she did see it —— but her mind refused to believe it.
Yi Yazhu was speechless but at the same time, he pitied Mo Qiang because he knew why she felt this way.
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If he was lovable, then why would his mother leave him and his sibling? Why was it so hard for his daddy to love him like every other daddy?
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