Tilly let go of Ben, but when she saw the bite mark and blood on his shoulder, she instantly felt sorry for him.
"Does it hurt?" Tilly's tears fell down again.
Ben pulled Tilly's hand away and didn't care about the wound she had caused him. "It doesn't hurt," he said.
Tilly sniffled and said, "How could it not hurt? Don't spoil me like this."
Ben laughed and pinched Tilly's face gently. "You're my wife. If I don't spoil you, who will?"
Tilly softened and threw herself into Ben's arms, snuggling up to him.
"Baby, forgive me?" Ben asked.
Tilly made a soft sound in her nose as she rubbed against Ben. "Are you going to give me a baby then?"
Ben didn't answer with words but showed her with actions what he wanted to do for her.
This made Tilly laugh out loud almost causing Ben to lose his breath. She couldn't help laughing even more after that because of how happy it made her feel.
Then Tilly suddenly regretted wanting a child. She didn't want one anymore at all.
She imagined how beautiful their child would be just by thinking about it, but forgot what they would have to go through before that happened.
In the past whenever they were intimate together, Tilly was always delicate and never wanted any strain or effort put upon herself.
Only occasionally did Ben get the chance to fully enjoy himself while most times he had no choice but to accommodate Tilly's needs instead.
Today Tilly realized that even when Ben enjoyed himself fully during those rare moments together, it was still restrained by his love for her, which left her without much energy afterwards.
Tilly nestled in Bens arms crying softly as tears streamed down from both eyes.
"Ben, I think you're bullying me." Tilly said weakly.
Ben kissed Tilly's cheek lightly before asking "Am I?"
Tilly grumbled, "Anyway, you're always bullying me."
Ben chuckled lowly, saying, "Starting tomorrow, come exercise with me. You have such little stamina. I worry about you" .
At first, Tilly really wanted to refuse, but then thought better of being so spoiled all the time. She gathered up some courage, and buried herself deeper into Bens embrace, saying, "I'll try my best."
Bem kissed Tilly's forehead gently before saying,"Go sleep now or else I'll bully you again."
Upon hearing this, Tilly immediately became timid and obediently closed her eyes, falling asleep soon after.
Ben looked down at her sleeping face and smiled.
He had been too careful with her, treating her like a child and only thinking about spoiling her without considering her own thoughts.
Luckily, Tilly was not one to keep things inside. She would speak up if she had something on her mind. Otherwise, this awkwardness could last for who knew how long. If that happened, not only would Tilly feel uncomfortable but he would also feel uneasy.
However, when Ben learned that Eden was going to be a father himself, he had to admit that he was envious - very envious indeed.
Especially since Eden always seemed to have a strong desire for competition in strange ways. Ben could imagine what kind of baby-crazy person Eden would become once his child was born.
To avoid being influenced by Eden's craziness over babies, Ben thought that Tilly's proposal was definitely worth considering - although becoming a mother required careful planning.
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