A frightening thought repeatedly kept going through my mind and I was begging for it not be what I was assuming it to be.
I was avoiding Blaine like the plague worried that he might have noticed a few changes in me.
I sat on the edge of my bed impatiently waiting for Tilly to arrive since it would look to suspicious if I was to leave the house to go to the store, there would be too many questions.
So many thoughts raced through my mind, I wondered if this was how my mom felt as she waited for her result when she was the same age as me. I was too young for a baby.
I blocked my feelings and thoughts off from Blaine, I didn't want him to notice how anxious I was as he'd be here in a flash, bombarding me for answers.
I needed Tilly to hurry up as I also didn't want Blaine to notice that I was doing it, because that would also lead to an extensive line of questions.
There was a sudden knock, jolting me out of my thoughts. I raced to the door and let Tilly come in, quickly pulling her inside and locking the door, not wanting anyone to intrude.
"I got it. Do you honestly think there's a chance you're pre-". Tilly began but I quickly cut her off, by putting my hand over her mouth.
"Shh, don't talk so loud. You never know who's listening around here." I said, I was beyond the word anxious and nervous of anyone overhearing, I didn't even know if I definitely was pregnant but the idea of it being true had me on edge.
"You'll be fine Ken, Just go take the test." Tilly whispered, ushering me into the bathroom, test in hand.
I shut the door, throwing the instructions on the floor before taking the test and going back into my room with Tilly.
I handed the test to Tilly, too frightened to look at the test. "Do you want me to look?" Tilly questioned staring at me intently. I nodded, unable to give her a worded answer.
Tilly looked down at the test and then looked back up towards me, she didn't even need to say the words for me to know the answer.
"I was bored and decided to make cookies, they should be ready in a few minutes if you would like some?" She said, a smile on her face. Lena was always so friendly and generous.
"Thanks Lena. Do you know where Blaine is?" I questioned since I couldn't sense Blaine in a close proximity to me, and I hadn't heard anything from him.
"He went down to the cells, I overheard the boys talking about a pack member from the Stone Warriors Pack, apparently they found a young wolf watching how our warriors monitor our territory, but of course Blaine never has the same routine."
I was intrigued with that information, and just as I was about to ask a question. Blaine walked in, interrupting me.
"Where you been?" I questioned even though I knew.
He lifted his eyebrow at me, a knowing smile ached across his face. "I think Lena just informed you."
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