Her Cold-Hearted Alpha novel Chapter 90

KIARA

I awoke feeling something poking my stomach . Apart from that , I felt so relaxed . Why did I feel so snug ? I opened my eyes slowly , my heart racing when I looked at the partially tattooed chest in front of me .

My breath hitched , my stomach erupted in butterflies as his familiar scent wrapped around me . Oh , Goddess … How did we end up in bed together ? I tensed , knowing exactly what was poking me .

The realisation sent a rush of pleasure through me and my entire body heated u p . trying my best not to adjust my position . I didn’t want to wake him up . I knew I wanted him . The mate bond , my own turmoiled emotions , and my wolf’s urges were threatening to drown me . ” Hey …

” Alejandro’s thick sexy voice came . ” What’s up ? ” No , don’t look at me …. I tried to move away only to feel him throb against me . M y own desire was only growing , and I knew he would smell my arousal .

Kill me now , goddess … I slowly looked up into his eyes , my cheeks burning with shame . Ready to be mocked . His eyes were dark , and I didn’t miss the desire in them . ” L – let go . ” I whispered , despite my entire body and soul urging me to push him onto the bed and kiss him .

He raised a hand , running his fingers down my cheek , I knew he could hear my heart , see the reaction my body had towards him … He searched for something in my eyes , and it was at that moment that I sensed his emotions , I was so lost in my own raging hormones that I didn’t even realise the chaos he was feeling .

Concern filled m e , I had sensed many emotions from Alejandro but never had I sensed this level of confusion , worry , distress , and guilt … Why was he guilty ? My heart twisted and I wondered if he had gone somewhere at night … Did he … No , h e wouldn’t … Although the thought crossed my mind , I didn’t believe it . Then what was it ? ” Calm down . ” He said quietly .

” I’m calm , what’s worrying you ? ” I asked , not missing him tense slightly . He looked away and shook his head slowly . Wouldn’t he share his problem ? I pulled away , feeling an ache inside . What were w e ? I sat up , but before I got any further , he had tugged me back into his arms .

My back hit his chest , his muscular arms wrapped around me tightly from behind . My heart thudded as he buried his head into my neck . ” I’m sorry . ” He whispered . I tensed , what for ? Why was he apologising ? He said he wouldn’t apologise …

” For everything I’ve put you through . ” He murmured as if understanding my silent question . His lips grazed my neck and I let out a small whimper of pleasure .

My eyes fluttered shut . His large manhood now touching my ass . The urge to rub myself against him was threatening me , but before I could even argue , or do anything , he pulled me completely against him , crushing our bodies together as one .

Our hearts raced as one and I didn’t move , I had no idea why he felt so conflicted , but It was clear that he wasn’t able to tell me … ” We both acted on physical attraction , we didn’t really communicate … we didn’t share our problems .

We made choices based on our own issues . Yes , you hurt me Alejandro … but I hurt you too … so please … stop feeling guilty for it . ” I whispered , despite how strongly the bond was pulling me to him , I meant those words . We had acted recklessly , deciding our own paths , making our own assumptions , and hurting the other .

” I knew you were my mate before the fucking blood moon . ” He said , so quietly that I barely heard . My heart pounded and I pulled away , putting distance between us . ” You knew … ” I whispered , hating the fact my eyes were stinging . He sat up , a god in all aspects . ” I knew when I was falling for you .

That you weren’t just any fucking she – wolf … and that’s when I decided to stay away from you , to force myself to go ahead with the engagement . The reason I needed a distraction at the mating ball , the reason I didn’t host it . ” He said quietly .