Chapter 83 Why do I feel this will go terribly
A sense of ease settled in Doris as she walked out of the woods. She wrapped her cloak tighter around herself as she smiled a little. It was like a hole inside her had been filled more than it had been when she went in. How long had she had that hole? How long had she felt that empty? Now she understood what it was like to feel a bit more complete. Perhaps she had been missing her inner wolf her whole life and she only realized it now. The villagers were wide awake by the time she’d gotten back. A few royal guards were scattered in the crowds. It as almost getting hard to tell them apart as some of them bonded with the others. She watched as they shared jokes and tipped their heads back to laugh with one another. She didn’t see William out yet, nor Enzo. It was strange to see such order in the camp without some sort of supervision. Perhaps they were getting along more than Doris had realized. Or maybe it was just William they had their concerns about. Her stomach growled loud enough for her to quickly cover it with her arms. The smell from the center of the courtyard could have lifted her feet off the ground with how delicious it was. Fresh bread? Cinnamon? She wasn’t sure what it was but it only made her feel ravenous. All the running had given her an appetite she hadn’t felt in
quite a while. She joined a line to grab a serving of the frosted bread and went to waver through the growing crowd to find an empty seat. It was freezing outside, but it was a nice enough day to enjoy Doris couldn’t catch herself in time when someone held out their foot to trip her. Doris fell face first into her bread and had to bite her lip to keep in her screams. It burned her face, she quickly wiped it off and then stared down at the sad remains of the one thing her stomach desired. “You should watch where you’re going.” Doris looked up to see the woman that tried to seduce William standing above her with her arms crossed tightly across her chest. Doris stood and wiped off the snow from her pants and tried to pick out the bread pieces from her hair. “I suppose I should be on the look out for people trying to trip me.”
The woman narrowed her eyes a little as if she didn’t expect Doris to say anything back. The crowd had quickly thinned around them as if they were afraid to get caught in the crossfire. She looked Doris up and down with disinterest. “I can see why he would already be bored of you, you’re not much to look at.” “I assume you’re talking about William? Everyone can see that you’re drooling over yourself for him.” Doris moved to walk past her, but she stepped in her way again. Doris curled her fists at her sides and tried to tame the beast inside her. “I heard you were nothing but a maid, do they let you talk back to people at the kingdom like this?” The girl asked with an almost mocking tone. Doris had to tilt her head back a little just to look up at the girl. “Not to people I respect. I don’t even know who you are, so don’t expect me to fall at your feet because of my job.” The girl scoffed and tossed her light hair back. It wasn’t very long, she looked about a foot taller than Doris with long legs and a lean frame. “I’m Jude, I’m one of the main wolf’s here. I would advise you to watch your mouth around me” “Is that so? That’s odd, I haven’t heard your name once for being a main wolf. Excuse me,” Doris went to move around her again and the woman gripped Doris by her shoulder and pushed her back. “Let me out, I’ll take care of her!” Cordelia raged inside her. It felt as if her wolf was pacing angrily with her claws ready to take her down. Doris tried to silence her. She wasn’t about to let her wolf rip apart this girl that just wasn’t worth it. They’d think she was insane, even if at the moment it felt justified. “I don’t take kindly to disrespect from someone like you. You think you’re good enough to be dining with royalty? You’ll soon realize the only thing you’re good for is laying on your back.” “Did you discover that from experience?” Doris almost growled as if the wolfish side of her couldn’t help it. She felt the rage bubble up from inside her in a place she hadn’t yet fully explored. “Get away from me.” 1 Jude grabbed her arm when she went to pass. She dug her long nails into Doris’s skin hard enough to make her gasp. “How dare you? You’re nothing but a useless whore
Doris didn’t notice William was there until he grabbed Jude by her arm and yanked her off Doris. Jude’s lips parted in shock as she took in the sight of an angered prince. It was a look Doris knew all too well. “Prince William–I didn’t see you there.” She winced when his grip tightened “Is there a reason you’re harassing her?” William said through his teeth. Even though Jude was quite tall, he still towered over her. “Or are you just ashamed that I would never want you like her?” Doris swore she’d heard him wrong-or at least didn’t understand what he meant. A strange burst of excitement swirled inside her and she knew it was coming from her wolf. Doris wanted to shove her wolf further down and quiet her. “I—“ William pushed her away from him as if he didn’t want anything to do with her. “If I see you talk to anyone in my party again, I will rip out your tongue so I never have to hear another word. Her life is worth a hundred of yours, don’t forget that.” 2 Jude stared at him in a shock that mirrored her own. Doris felt her wolf curl up inside her with a sigh of content. She didn’t have to say a word, Doris knew exactly what she was thinking and her face warmed at the thoughts. Another burst of anger doused her strange energy-she wanted to scream at him and demand he stop saying things that confused her more than anything. She didn’t need him to stand up for her—but a sick part of her liked it. She liked that he had a weird protectiveness over her even when he seemed repulsed by her. What was wrong with her? William didn’t even spare Doris a glance as he walked away. Jude watched him leave in a sort of daze that made her look as if she was half asleep. It took her a moment to realize they had several onlookers in the crowd and of course those that tried to pretend they didn’t see a thing. What—? “He couldn’t be more obvious about his feelings. Don’t pretend you didn’t hear him.” Cordelia whispered. Doris stomped towards her cabin and slammed the door for a bit of privacy. Her emotions swirled in several different directions, she wasn’t sure what to grab onto. Should she scream about how horrible Jude was? Or how frustrated she was at William? “How do you figure he’s being obvious? Please, enlighten me! He can’t even look at me anymore!” Doris shouted at the wall. Why did it bother her so much? Why did he act one way and then do something the counteract his intentions? Her chest felt as if it was going to burst. Was this what it was like having a wolf inside her? Cordelia hummed in her mind. It was a sort of disapproving sound that made Doris want to throw something. She couldn’t even understand her own anger and she didn’t know where to place it. “Let’s do something for him, it might soften him a bit.” “Soften him? That’s impossible.” Doris snorted and stopped the pacing she didn’t even realize she started and furrowed her brows. “What did you even have in mind? What would we do?”. “Remember how jealous he was of Daniel and how you would make him things?” 1 Doris rolled her eyes and plopped down on the couch by the fire. A part of her missed Daniel, she was ashamed to admit she hadn’t thought about him at all since she left. “He wasn’t jealous—“ “Why are you so blind? Truly, I’d like to know.” 2 “Just get to the point.” Doris said as she rubbed her head. Perhaps William was always so grumpy because of his inner wolf. If it was half as annoying as her own, she understood completely. Every time they talked, she gained a new headache. “Let’s bake something for our mate. It’ll cheer him up.” Cordelia suggested. It was hard to describe, but she thought she heard a bit of a smirk in her tone. 1 “Why do I feel like this will be a terrible idea?” Doris groaned.
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