Her Volkovs #Book 2 novel Chapter 14

Belle's POV

I went to Yelena's room and locked myself inside. I then dialed Amy.

"B."

"I love him A."

"Uh yah. I know B, you love Nikolai. You have said that a million times I'm getting tired of hearing it."

"Alexei."

"What?" Amy said almost yelling.

"Alexei. I love him."

"Oh my gosh B! I knew it!"

"He told me that he wants me. I don't know what to do A."

"That's actually not a surprise B! I knew hs this day would come! From the very beginning, my gut tells me that the two of you have this super connection. It's weird I know."

At this point my tears are already flowing uncontrollably.

"What happens now B? How about Nikolai?"

"I love Nikolai A! He's my life. I'd rather die than live without him. It's just that Alexei, he has a very special place in my heart as well."

"Aww..B..you one unfaithful bitch." Said Amy mocking me.

"A!"

"I'm kidding. Although I can't blame you. Those two are delicious."

"A! I'm having a crisis here. You're not helping."

"B, the heart wants what it wants. You can't dictate your heart what to feel, let alone who to fall in love with."

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SCENE WHEN NIKOLAI FOUND OUT ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED.

Nikolai: "What the fuck did you just do? We have talked about this. We are going to take it slow with her."

Alexei: "It will not work if she doesn't feel the same way to me."

Nikolai: "Wow. And all those times I thought I was the one who needed to see a fucking shrink to check if I have completely lost my ability to feel. She fucking cares for you brother!"

Alexei: "Yes, she cares for me just like how she cares for everybody around her. Hell she even cares for a fucking door! I'm done brother."

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I'm hugging one of Yelena's pillows. I'm trying to process in my mind what to do. I then wiped the tears off of my face. Moments later Nikolai came knocking on the door. I wanted to be left alone but my future husband as per usual was able to get his way to me. Me and Nikolai are now cuddling on the bed.

"Nikolai you know that I love you with all my heart and soul right?"

"Yes."

"You know that I'd rather be dead than be without you right?"

"That I did not know."

"Nikolai!"

I heard him soft chuckle.

I turned to face Nikolai and buried my face on his neck.

I am now starting to tear up again. Nikolai cups my face and wipes the tears off of my face.

"I'm sorry Nikolai. I'm so sorry. I do not deserve your love."

"Tell me what's the matter ."

"It's Alexei. I..."

"You have said that to him before." Nikolai interrupted me like he knows what I was about to say.

"But you don't understand Nikolai. I didn't realize how much I love him until now. I don't want to lose him. I love him more than a friend, more than a brother."

"I know baby."

"What do you mean you know?"

"I allowed this to happen. I want this to happen."

I tried to remove myself from Nikolai's grip.

"Listen to me first. If anything happens to me, you and Alexei can.."

"No! Nothing will happen to you Nikolai!"

"Baby listen to me."

"No!" I covered my ears. Just the thought that something will happen to Nikolai is already killing me inside.

"Stop stop stop! Nothing will happen to you! You will not have the same fate as your father."

"Okay..okay.... look at me. Nothing will happen to me."

"This is the last time that you will speak of that. Promise me Nikolai."

"Yes, I promise." Nikolai's beautiful green eyes are looking at me intently.

I then kissed him on his lips.

"Now about my brother. You have to tell him the truth baby. That fucker has completely lost his hope."

"Uhh, I think he doesn't want to see me anymore. He wants me to stay away from him Nikolai."

Nikolai just softly chuckles.

"Naah...he can't stand being away from you."

I don't know why but I actually believe my future husband.

"Nikolai, we are weird."

Nikolai just lets out a soft chuckle.

I told Nikolai to text Alexei that something happened to me and to go inside Yelena's room immediately. Nikolai is resting his back on the headboard while smirking like a puppy. I on the other hand am waiting for Alexei to enter the room so I can lock the door when he comes in. I'm standing at the back of the door while resting my back on the wall. Moments later, Alexei came barging into the room.

"What happened to her?" Said Alexei and he looks worried.

When he saw Nikolai smirking, he quickly turns around to exit the door.

I immediately closed the door and locked it.

"Where do you think you're going?" I said to Alexei while my hands are on the back holding the doorknob.

Alexei places his hands on his waist.

"Get out of my way Belle."