Amelia' POV
I stood there shocked. I didn't know what to say. I just nodded my head and left. I went back to my room to gather my thoughts.
What am I supposed to say to that? How am I to believe that those words were true? I feel like the one whole week was just some dream. A dream I wished I could stay in forever.
I sighed as I went back down to see the children were waiting for me at the backyard along with Karen. I smiled at them as we started to plant flowers.
I really liked spending time with Karen and the children. It took all stress and worry away. I don't have to think about Xavier or my time away.
Soon were done and we went back inside. The children and I had our lunch together as they went back to their parents after that.
Normally I would be doing pack work along with Xavier. I was dwelling on that thought. Should I? As the Luna Queen, its my responsibility to do my job.
I shouldn't let my thoughts get in the way of my responsibility. I took one deep sigh and left to go to his office. I took slow step while going to his office.
The anxiousness eating me alive. Standing outside his office, I could already smell is scent which only increased my heartbeat. I took in one last deep breathe and was about to knock his door.
When the suddenly the door open and he was standing there. "Little one." breathe out. I never understood that nickname.
I stood there staring at the floor. "Come in." he said opening the door wider. I nodded my head and enter as he closed the door after me.
"I-I was wondering do you need help with any of the paperwork?" I asked immediately. I saw him thinking hard before nodding his head.
I sat in front of the desk as he sat behind the desk. He passed me some of the paperwork. We quickly started on the paperwork.
All the while, I felt him steal glances at me. I would fight the urge to look up at him. It was starting to become so difficult to avoid him.
All I ever wanted was him to accept me. Love me. But now that he does, every time I thought about being with him, everything just come flooding back.
The way he treated me. The man, who masked like him, trying to kill me. Even though I forgive him for everything, thinking about those times, the very last words he said before me being kidnapped.
It just replays in my head and no matter how much I try to forget them, I just can't. I wish I never got my memories back. I wish we stayed the way we were before I got my memories back.
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