Chapter 364
Aria
Vince took me for a drive, and believe it or not-I was frightened. He hadn’t said a word, and his hand, which was tightly wrapped around the steering wheel, made me believe that he was not here for a wedding talk.
After a while of driving. Vince stopped the car at the side of the road and turned around to look at me.
He took a deep breath. “Since we’ve both signed the contract, I’ll just say what’s on my mine.” He sounded
serious.
“First of all, let me start by saying that you’re one of the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.” He said, staring at me. “I admire you for taking over your family, and I’ve heard good things about you.”
“Thank you.” I took in his compliment, smiling brightly. Being admired by the one I loved was all I ever wanted-even if he despised me.
“I feel flattered that someone as powerful as you would want to marry someone like me.” Vince paused for a second. “But the way you did it was wrong.”
A sudden feeling of cold found its way through my body as all I wanted was to wake up from this bad, dream. Unable to respond, I frowned slightly-waiting for an explanation.
“You’re still young, and you live in this perfect fantasy, so I’m sure you don’t mean any harm-but you shouldn’t have forced me to marry you.” Vince spoke in a soft tone.
It wasn’t new to me, but this time it was not coming from his friend’s mouth. It came from the source himself. Forced? He thought I had forced him to marry him?
“Uhm, wow,” I looked down, feeling embarrassed.
“I hope you can listen to me.” Vince didn’t back down. “I feel trapped and disrespected by you picking me up like a piece of garbage, deciding that you’ll marry me just like that.” He told me his frustrations. “Then you come with this ridiculous contract-thinking you have the right to decide over my life.”
I froze.
“Aria, do you understand where I’m coming from?”
“Yes.” I gulped.
He spoke almost like a dad scolding his daughter, showing he did not want to hurt my feelings.
His words were painful, but they were necessary as I slowly began to see the picture. I could feel the pain in his eyes and listened to every word.
I did force him to marry me. I could’ve fought for his heart as any normal woman would’ve done, but instead. I used dad’s connections to get a ring on my finger.
Without thinking it through, I ordered him to marry me, knowing he would not decline to save his family’s honor. How could I even have the nerve to wish for his heart!
“I invited you to my house. You cooked for us, which was very nice, by the way.” Vince smiled tenderly. “But then you told off my brother while that’s not your job, you brought back old memories by
mentioning our father, ranted about blowing people’s heads off-and god knows what.”
I’m a terrible person.
I’m a terrible person.
For a second, I squeezed my eyes shut, trying to keep my tears from falling.
I wasn’t trying to parent his brother. I was only trying to help so no one in the family would interfere.
Just the thought of Vince reading through the parts in the contract about Luis’ manners and education which I was responsible for, made me want to disappear.
This was all a misunderstanding.
“Luis is still a kid. He’s gone through a lot. He’s vulnerable-so you can at least watch your words.”
“You’re right. I’m sorry.” My voice cracked, hoping he had nothing else to say. I’d talked enough crap about everyone for this conversation to go in any direction.
“I also heard you want to clean my circle of friends, which is very rude, considering those friends have been there at my lowest and know me better than you ever could.” It almost looked like he read his words from a script.
He must’ve practiced what to say beforehand, meaning it must’ve been on his mind for a long time. Maybe, I was a nuisance.
Again, this was all a misunderstanding. I just wanted him to be surrounded by good people with good hearts. Friends that would not push him aside or betray him as Beau had done.
“I-I didn’t-
“Disrespecting Beau, name calling the other Alfonzos?” Vince’s tone grew colder. “Unless you want us to go to war with all the families as soon as we get married, don’t ever do that again.”
“I’m sorry.” My cheeks burned.
I wanted him to stop and did not know how much more humiliation I could take.
“That thing you said about Serena?” Vince sighed, breathing through his nose. “I’ll give you a pass because you’re still young and somewhat immature, but unless you don’t want me to lose the tiniest bit of respect I have left for you-please do not ever say that again.”
Young and immature.
Vince having the tiniest bit of respect for me sounded like a nightmare.
Just how much did he dislike me?
May it be Serena or not, bringing back her past out of spite was low, even for me. I knew it was, and I couldn’t explain why I had done it. Talking bad about others and there struggles made me feel a bit better about my own life.
“I won’t.” I closed my eyes, still trying to hold back my tears. “And I’m sorry.”
All I wanted was for him to love me the way I loved him.
“As for Oscar hiring Angelo Marino as your advisor, a Marino to make me feel threatened and to keep this marriage in check. That must’ve been the icing on the cake. “That’s so sick. I don’t even know where to
start.”
I gulped, agreeing with his words. If he only knew that although I respected dad-I did not stand behind his decision to let Angelo babysit me.
All dad wanted was to protect everything he built. Yes, he was wrong-but it ultimately was my fault. He didn’t know the Garcias for that long. People made them out to be monsters-so having the Marinos behind me, knowing his only daughter would be safe, would be a way for him to retire in peace.
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