Chapter 903 Amber's Comfort
Jared's eyes widened at Amber's words, then snaped around.
His eyes were still red, but his pupils were trembling.
He was excited, in ecstasy.
Because of Amber's comments!
He thought she was lamenting why he didn't go back to being the gentle Jared he used to be, to be Connor Stockert's
substitute.
There was a surge of anger in him. He wanted to ask if she realty liked the old Jared so much?
If the character he used to be was simply cultivated by his mother, and was not anyone else's copy, even if she liked the old
him, he would still be unhappy, but at least he would not be angry.
Because that was who he really was.
But he was raised to Connor Stockert's standard. How could he bear it if she missed him like that?
tt was as if she had never loved him, but only an imaginary character.
Fortunately, her last words completely calmed his anger.
It turned out that what she loved was not his illusory character, but the real him.
Why else would she say she was glad he wasn't the man he used to be?
Because she knew he wasn't Connor Stockert's stand-in, he was Jared, and he was supposed to be his own character, not
someone else's.
So, she congratulated him on being himself
Overwhelmed with joy and excitement, Jared took two quick steps and cradled Amber in his arms. He held her so hard as if
he wanted to absorb her into his body.
“Amber, Amber, Amber!” Jared leaned into Amber's ear and kept calling her name.
Each one was so heavy, and the emotion in it was as heavy as his voice.
Amber looked at the excited man and knew why he was excited.
Because of what she said.
She knew what she was saying to him.
Knowing that he was a surrogate his mother had deliberately cultivated, he subconsciously rejected his own existence,
thinking that he probably shouldn't have been born.
He came to the world, but could not be himself. He could only be a person's substitute.
So, he felt a sense of disgust and repulsion towards himself.
And what she said was an endorsement of him. It was to tell him that he existed for a reason, that he was not a stand-in for
anyone.
He was who he was. He was Jared Farrell.
So, Jared naturally got excited and gave her a hug to show how happy he was.
“All right” Amber smiled and pated Jared on the back, “You let go of me. You're holding me so tight, and I can't breathe.”
Jared let go of her a little bit, but didn't let go of her completely. He still held her.
He could not let go of her now, for only by holding her could he be sure that what he had heard was true.
Amber felt a sense of attachment from Jared, and she felt helpless and amused.
It was funny the contrast between a man who had always been independent and aloof, and now clinging to her like a child.
Well, if he wanted to hold her like that, she might as well let him.
Amber also stopped telling men to let go of her. She allowed the man to hold her firmly, and then continued to pat his back
and comforted him, “Don't worry. Anyway, you still have me, and Grandma and Shonna and Logan by your side, we all know that you
are you and no one else can replace you”
Though she didn’t want to talk about Shonna.
But now she had to endure her antipathy to the Shonna and mention her name in order to appease him.
Jared buried his head deep in Amber's neck and did not speak. He just nodded to show that he had heard her and had
taken her message to heart.
So, Amber said no more. The two of them embraced in silence.
tt was until Amber's phone rang when Jared finally let her go.
She pulled out her phone to check it and smiled when she saw the caller ID, “I's Mrs. Lyon. She's probably calling to see
what you'd like for dinner tonight.”
Jared took a look at the caller ID and his negative mood lifted, “Answer it. I’ll go to the study.”
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