Jackson had already realized it but didn’t expect her to admit it.
She probably didn’t care about his feelings because she didn’t
love him anymore.
It made sense. He had been absent for five years in that way, so it was normal for her to fall in love with someone else.
However, why did he feel so uncomfortable…
Jackson covered his chest and bent down in pain.
Heaving heavily, he tried to breathe but could not catch his
breath.
The suffocating feeling gripped his heart, making it impossible for
him to break free.
Sweat or tears rolled down her forehead.
In the end, he could only say, “Then what should I do…”
What should he do?
He had only lived for Amelia since he was a child.
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She had fallen in love with James. What should he do?
Seeing him like this, Amelia’s eyes were filled with guilt. “I’m
sorry…”
Jackson raised his head, his bloodshot eyes reflecting her apologetic face. “I don’t want your apology. I want you. Amelia, please don’t love him anymore. Love me again, okay?”
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He grabbed Amelia’s cold hand and put it in his palm. “I’ll treat you well in the future. I won’t let you get hurt at all. Let’s go back to the past and be as carefree as we were in school, okay?”
Amelia shook her head gently. “Ryan, we can’t go back to the
past…”
Jackson didn’t believe her at all. “You’re lying to me, aren’t you? If you really loved him, you wouldn’t have said those heartless words to him just now. You don’t love him at all. You’re just blaming me. That’s why you lied to me like that…”
“I said those heartless words because he doesn’t love me.”
Amelia calmly interrupted Jackson. “He bought me because I look like Ms. Moore. I’m just a substitute. Now that Ms. Moore is back, he will marry her soon. I can only cut off all ties with him.”
Another reason was that she was about to d ie. She didn’t want James to see her miserable state before she died. It was too u gly.
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She thought that even if she were to d ie , she had to leave a good
impression on James. When he found out in the future…
If he could still remember her in the future, he would only
remember her delicate and beautiful face, not her disfigured
appearance.
Jackson looked at her and suddenly gave a bitter smile.
If she was just a substitute, why did he touch her after Emily
returned?
Moreover, James did it before him, clearly declaring his
sovereignty.
Perhaps it was because James had never expressed his feelings
for Amelia that she didn’t know how crazy the possessiveness
hidden in that man’s eyes was.
However, even though Amelia thought James didn’t love her, she still fell in love with him. Jackson couldn’t judge how deep her love
was.
His heart ached as if a needle had pricked it, but he couldn’t do anything to her.
He held her hand tightly, his fingertips trembling. “Amelia, he doesn’t love you. Can you let him go and start over with me?”
Even though he knew James had feelings for her, he didn’t want
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to tell her. His selfishness only wanted Amelia to return to his side.
He couldn’t remember when he started to fall in love with Amelia, but he had loved her since he could remember.
How could he let go of someone he had loved for half his life just like that?
However, Amelia pushed his hand away…
“Ryan, even if you don’t mind, we can’t start over…”
He was also the man she had once loved. Similarly, she did not want him to see her miserable state before she died.
Only by severing ties with him would he stop pestering her, and she could leave this world at ease.
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