I Will Escape novel Chapter 136

As I walk into the battlefield, I see my Warriors fighting, some exceeding and some being killed. I'm so angry that I could scream as I search for a weapon and I watch as an enemy comes towards me. As the man plunges for me, I grab him by his throat and easily just break it. I take his machete out of his hand and drop his body to the ground. Not showing any emotion, and I continue on.

As some Warriors are struggling, I assist them in their fight. As the blood begins to cover my body, knowing it is of those who I killed. I have never felt more powerful than what I do right now. As I look around, I try to find Dominic, but I don't see him. I know that he must be alive, our connection has not been broken.

I have been so worried about Tonya that I forgot about my own mate. All I want is to save those that I love and live a life that is not full of fear. As I slit the throats of many wolves, rage and sadness is all I feel. Knowing that they had a part in my sister's death and them needing to pay their consequences for their actions. I tell myself to make myself feel better about killing them, but I'm worried that I'm no different from the monster himself.

I want to offer them freedom away from the devil's pack, but they can't be trusted. I will not risk the lives of my people. For those that I might not be able to save. Those who have killed so many wolves for no reason at all causing so much suffering on to others. They need to pay for what they have done.

As I finish up the last couple wolves that attacked us, I look and that's when I realized that there is no one else. That alpha Alex didn't even have the nerve to come fight by his people, that he was such a coward that he sat back. Knowing that this was probably a part of his plan all along, wanting to find out what he is going up against. Him not caring who lives are lost as long as he gets what he wants.

As I look around, there is so much blood everywhere, the ground is covered with lifeless bodies and their blood that surrounds them. As I walk through, I check to make sure they're dead, saving who we can and trying to let go of those we can't save. There are so many pack members who have been wounded needing help, as we continue searching the grounds for more survivors that are in need of medical attention I order others that are unharmed to help those that need medical help to take them to pack hospital. 

I am getting so frustrated as I'm searching and there is no sign of Dominic. I'm starting to get worried that he may be hurt praying that he is okay but not knowing if he is alive or dead is killing me, but I can't make it known. I want to avoid showing weakness, but I need to find him. I began to ask others if they have seen him, but all the responses are no. Where the hell is he at, I don't understand why he is know where to be found.

As I continue searching for him, I decide to back track to see if maybe I missed something. I need to go back and let Damian and the others' no its ok to come out from hiding that we are clear for now anyway. Hoping just maybe I will see him, but I know that something has to be wrong, he would have come to find me by now. 

As I get back to the tree Damian runs up to me "Sabrina do you know how Tonya is?"

I can see his desperation in his face wanting me to tell him that she is ok but not knowing the truth I tell him. "I haven't seen her, I didn't have a chance to go over to the pack hospital just yet, but I just wanted to tell you that we are in the clear for now."

"Sabrina what the fuck you left her alone?"