I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 136

Kian pov

Looking at my little mate when she takes the bottle of water and an apple and gets out under my arm before she opens a portal and vanishes right in front of us with no other word than it's fine!

"Now do you believe me? What have you done to her!" I hear Emma shouts from the side before she breaks down in a sob and Cannon walks over to be by her side.

I haven't seen her for weeks because I have been too busy trying to get the situation under control, I hardly have any minute over and don't want to disturb her when she needs to rest. I had hoped this would settle down quickly and we could have a talk but the days have gone right into the next one.

It wasn't until today when Emma burst inside my office and screamed at me we are about to lose her for good that it had me to realize how long it has been since I saw her. I came at her hard that day in my office and my anger where outside my body, couldn't contain it.

She had overstepped my trust by miles and it took me more than a week to start calming down, I know she wanted to protect her pack but the way she did it where reckless.

" I told you this before Kian when you had the argument in your office! You were a bit too hard on her even if what she did was irresponsible she hasn't had anyone to guide her on the way! All she wanted to do where trying to keep her pack members alive and you have done nothing to her than punish her these weeks!" my father says and I know he is right but at the same time, she broke her promise to me more than once.

"I know!" is all I can say and drag a hand through my hair, I could have handled it better than distancing myself and getting all up in the work and doing everything to keep them safe. I have missed all of this!

"She never told anyone else about the pregnancy I knew before anyone and it was I who told the others, she only wanted to make sure what I said was the truth before telling you. I told you this before and if you are going to be angry at anyone it's me!" I hear Emma say and I know it to

"Michael called me that's why I forced myself in here even tho you don't allow anyone inside! He is afraid she is using the gift to put up a barrier to all her feelings and it cuts her off from the mate bond, he is afraid she will get stuck, and then you will never have her back!" Emma says and I snap my head in her direction

"What?" I say to her in response, did I hear it right?

"her new gift can cut her off from any feelings and the mate bond. If she doesn't stop using it like a shield against her pain she will be lost! Do you think it's good for your children if she has no feelings? How do you think it will affect them?" Emma says and my stomach drops at her words.

Walking closer to the counter I have to place my hands on top of it and take a minute to wrap my head around her words.