I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 155

Selena pov

What do they mean they don't see her? I can't understand what they try to tell us, my mind is a mess when I hear Kian speak up instead of me.

"What do you mean you don't see her, is she going to die?" he says and tears start to prick behind my eyelids, I can't lose her!

"That's one of the things! We don't see her die, but we don't see her live either! I know this is hard to understand and we only know whatever he cursed you with she has taken it all. Your son will live and thrive but there isn't anywhere we see her!" Michael says and I lean forward and place my head in my hands when I feel Kian rub my back.

How could this be and what curse did he use

"I don't understand! How can she be alive and at the same time not!" I say after a moment and raise my head and look at them. To me a person is either dead or alive you can't be anything in between!

"We don't know yet!" Emma says

"We both saw him throw a curse at you before it happened and I tried to learn you how to block it out, but let me tell you with the way his curse is you could never have prevented this from happening. He knew something we do not know about and if we don't find any notes from him about what kind of curse he used or anyone else knows we can't remove it!" Michael says and I lean back and turn my head to look at Kian, he looks between them and is in deep thought.

"what happens now?" Kian asks and I'm not even sure how to go anywhere from here, my mind is a mess right now!

"I will go to the witch council and see what information I can find out, if we can't find anything we have to wait until they are born and hopefully know more once we see her," Michael says and I lean my head at Kians shoulder and try to wrap my head around all this.

"I know she will be alive!" Emma says and I look at her.

"How can you know it if none of you see her?" Kian asks before I get a chance to when I place my hand on my stomach.

"because we don't see you bury anyone of them!" Emma says and it gives me some hope in this darkness in some strange way.

"but you can't say anything else about her?" I say and look between them.

"no nothing!" Michael says and I feel how tears prick behind my eyelids and start to fall.

"if I ever got the chance to kill that man again I wouldn't hesitate to kill him a hundred times over!" I say and feel Kian's arm around my shoulders instead.

"we will figure it out!" he says and squeeze my shoulder, I have a hard time believing in his words right now.

Wiping away my tears we have to keep moving forward, trying to find any clue there is what he did.

Pushing my chair back I get up on my feet when Kian gets up and stops me from walking away.

"Where are you going?" he asks and grabs my arm with his hand, I guess he feels through the bond I'm up to something.

"I will head over to the rogue camp and try to find any clues to this! Either you come with me or I will go there by myself!" I say and he won't get me to budge from this, I have to do everything there is to try and help our daughter.