I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 22

Kian pov

We have been searching for her day and night these last four days but there is no trace of her. This has been my priority and everyone I could spare to look after her I ordered. We have looked through every part of the river and down streams for miles.

But nothing!

Her brother is heartbroken and at one point I had to use my alpha command over him to make him calm down.

I am sitting in my office and drinking whiskey. There is a knock on my door and Declan and Cannon walk in, they take a seat and I offer them some whiskey. They both pour them a glass.

We sit there in silence for a while, lost in our thoughts.

” you haven’t felt anything? Did she just vanish up in the thin air?” Declan ask me.

” No not a thing”

” Does it mean she could be dead without you knowing it” Cannon question what we are thinking. Has the bond been so damaged from all these years apart that I wouldn’t feel it if she died?

I just shrug my shoulders, don’t know the answer to that question. Taking another sip of my whiskey I decide it’s time to call off the search.

” Call of the search Declan . We have looked everywhere and it's late in the evening now”

” But what if she is out there somewhere,” Cannon says and I shrug my shoulders.

” Did you get any answers from the rogues that got caught?” I ask him and look down at my papers

” They only said it's almost our time before they died. Nothing else, it didn’t matter what we did to them. That was all we got out of them.” Declan says

And I sigh.

We have to realize the possibility she is dead. I have lost her forever. I regret taking her away from her family and causing her this pain, if I could take it back I would.

Drowning the last whiskey in my glass I get up. My wolf and I need to go for a run.

”where are you going?” Cannons ask

” I need to go for a run,” I say and walk out of my office.

” we will come with you,” Declan says.

I hear them both get to their feet.

” I have to say she was a hell of a good fighter, taking them all out,” Cannon says and I feel pain ripple through me just the image of our little mate fighting the rogues of.

She was amazing!

And then she chooses to fall down the cliff instead of being caught. I am stunned by how brave she was! I never wanted this, and I know it is all my fault and I can’t take it back.

” and not to mention how fucking gorgeous she was,” Declan say and a growl slips out my throat and my wolf takes over and we shift just outside the doors. Can't listen to what they say about her anymore! We just saw her again and then lost her at the same time.