I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 25

Selena pov

I have been feeling anxious these last days since Elijah kissed me, it was stupid of me to let it happen. I know Kian would have felt it.

It wasn't supposed to happen! All I did to make them believe I was dead is now out the window.

I have been avoiding Elijah at work since, saying I have a lot of work that needs to be done.

Today I am working from home, the hospital is almost done and there is some delivery coming in today. I need to se that everything is right with the delivery.

I have been training with my warriors this morning my beta Jessie is the trainer usually but today I feel the need to go and get some energy out.

It felt better when I was done with the training and got some breakfast. Heading up to my office and try to get some work done. I'm so tired, every night since I saw my mate again he has been haunting my dreams. Waking up in the middle of the night. My dreams are always the same I see two eyes in the dark and I hear a growl before he walks out of the dark with his teeth on display and I try to back away when he keeps following me. I trip on something on the ground and he keeps walking and stops when he stands over me in his big black wolf and I se the beast in him when he looks at me.

After that, I wake up and my heart beats fast in my chest. I don’t know what I think of the dream and the lack of sleep is getting to me.

” Selena! I am talking to you” I hear Emma speak to me and I turn my head to her. She is standing by the door to my office in the pack house.

” I have been talking to you for the last couple of minutes. Do you still have a hard time sleeping? You know I can make you a potion for your sleep”

” I know but I need to be available if anything happens,” I say

” Don’t worry nothing will happen” she tries to reassure me but I'm not convinced.

” What did you want? ” I look at her and wait for her answer

” Well the delivery has arrived and some of the warriors are up there if you want to go and have a look,” she says

” Yes I better go there and check it out” I walk out of my office and head over to our warehouse, we have a big building out by the main road where they deliver what we have ordered. No one outside our pack can come in on our land. We have put up a barrier that no one can cross and from the outside, our land looks like a dark swamp.

It’s just an illusion but no one has ever come close to our pack. We have been blessed with all these gifted witches to help keep this pack hidden from the outside world.