I will never be yours (Kian and Selena) novel Chapter 76

Selena pov

I hear his footsteps behind me before I have managed to get out of the door when I'm suddenly being pulled backward with force and the door is shut closed in front of me. Looking at the closed door I curse in my head.

"This discussion isn't over!" he says and I swirl around to face him. Who is he to decide it?

"Who do you think you are to come here and decide when it's over and it's not!" I spit at him

"you gotta meet me halfway here Selena!" he barks at me and once again he tries to force his will on me. He is nothing but an ass who wants me to surrender to him.

"Meet you halfway! When did you deserve my respect after everything you have done? Not once have you apologized or acted like you regret what you have done to me! Do you expect me to just take what you have done to me like a good girl and forgive you for everything? I lost my fucking family you asshole!" I scream at him and now my anger is unstoppable. I know it's too late when my ears start to ring and my vision gets coated in a purple fog.

Last time this happened I completely erased my surroundings.

I try to calm my body down but all that's happening is it taking over my senses with each second passing.

Fear creeps up my spine for what's going to happen! I know once my energy bursts out it won't leave the castle still standing and everyone inside might get killed. I know Jessie is here somewhere and everyone else. I don't want to hurt or kill them because I can't control my gift. Fear takes a hard grip on my senses and I feel my heart squeeze hard in my chest. I can't let this happen!

I try to reach out to her and have her get out of here quickly but all my ways to communicate are gone! My surroundings are shut closed when I'm lost in the purple fog. I can't hear or see anything when it has taken over.

I should be better than this and able to control it!

I feel tears stream down my cheeks when I try and fight it with everything I got. What's the point in being gifted if I'm going to end up killing people I love? My blood is getting hotter with every breath I take, it gets closer and closer to devastation.

Blinking repeatedly and trying to hold onto the love I feel for my friends and pack when I feel his scent surrounding me, reaching out to me and trying to calm me down.

"listen to my voice love!" I hear him say from a far distance, trying to reach for anything that can be my anchor and hold me down from bursting. His scent starts to fill up my lungs and for every breath I take it fills up more and small pieces of my energy draw back into my body. Lulling it back to calmness! It feels like I'm floating for a bit.

"that's good! hold on to my voice and come back to me!" I hear him say closer this time. Giving me a glimmer of hope I won't end up destroying them and killing everyone.

The thick fog starts to disperse and the contour of his face starts to show.

Lifting my hand I try to reach for him and touch him. Need to feel him there when his face disappears right in front of me. I want to scream out my pain for losing this battle and my friends.

"come back to me! Fight it!" I hear him say and feel him taking my hand in his and place to his face. He is there! Close to me!