I Won't Go Back To My Family Who Abandon Me novel Chapter 84

Marquis Leroy thought she’d return right away if he asked her to. However, Leticia hid behind Enoch even more, to the point where she couldn’t be seen.

The Emperor had arranged the situation so that she could avoid seeing him if she wished. Marquis Leroy tried to ask for a little time, but it was after the order was already issued.

He had no choice but to back down for now.

**

“I’ll tell you up front. Do you know how worried I was that you might say you were leaving?”

As soon as they exited the room, Elle scolded her as if she was waiting. Leticia tilted her head in confusion.

“I thought you already knew.”

She thought it was a given. It was so obvious that Leticia didn’t feel the need to say anything.

‘I feel better than I thought.’

Leticia lowered her gaze with a more relaxed look.

She was worried that it would be more difficult. This time, she was letting go of her family, and not the other way around.

However, it was unexpectedly painless. Rather, her heart felt lighter now that she’d completely cut the connection between herself and her family.

But her family didn’t seem to think so.

“We’re your real family! So what? You don’t love your family now?”

Enoch, who first discovered the Marquis approaching with a ferocious look in his eyes, blocked his way. Leticia stood next to Enoch with a look that said it was okay, as she faced her family properly.

“I know that we made you sad.”

“….”

“But we’re still family.”

“….”

“After you left, we worried a lot.”

Thinking that it was going wrong, Marquess Leroy pushed the Marquis out of the way, and approached Leticia instead.

However, she only stared at them without saying a word.

While Marquess Leroy never openly ignored and shamed her like the Marquis and her younger siblings did. However, she never took her side or said anything nice.

She quietly turned a blind eye to it.

With mixed feelings, Leticia smiled bitterly and grabbed Enoch’s sleeve.

At first glance, it seemed like she really regretted what happened and was sincerely apologizing, but there was no way Leticia could be unaware of the fact that this was not the case.

“I know that it’s an insincere apology that doesn’t mean anything.”

“Leticia.”

“I know you need me, and you’re just trying to pacify me.”

She couldn’t help, but feel disappointed in her family for apologizing just for their immediate gain and greed.

“I won’t accept your apology.”

“Leticia!”

She thought it was rather strange that they looked so shocked.

Their confused expressions that said they could let her go, but never thought that Leticia would let them go.

“No matter how shy and pathetic I was, I never thought I would be kicked out.”

“Leticia, we…”

“As the Marquis said, we were family.”

“….”

“When I was abandoned, it was so hard.”

Everyone was ashamed of her, so she thought it was all her fault. She kept trying to find the reason for them abandoning her.

The despair she felt when she found out that it wasn’t her fault was indescribable.

If it wasn’t her fault, then why was she abandoned?

Where did it go wrong?

From the beginning, there was no reason for her to be thrown away.

However, she was able to quickly sort out the emotions that had piled up heavier than she’d expected. Even if they suffered, nothing would change anyways.

“I hope you live well.”

It sounded funny even after she said it, so Leticia corrected herself right away.

“Actually, I hope you don’t live well.”

If they’re thoroughly unhappy.

“That you suffer as much as I had.”

In fact, several times more than that.

“I hope you regret it and suffer.”

Leticia smiled brighter than ever.

Now it was her turn to abandon her family.

***

Correspondence poured in for several days after that, all of them were from her family. She didn’t want to know what it was about, nor did she care to find out, so Leticia didn’t bother opening them.

“I think we can use it as kindling.”

At Ian’s sarcastic remark, Leticia burst into laughter.

“Why do they keep sending them?”

She leaned back in her chair as she threw the letter that had arrived today on the table. Elle asked cautiously as she offered her a piece of strawberry cake.

“Do you really think of us as family?”

“Of course.”

“But we’re not really a family, right?”

At the heart of it, even though she said they were family, there was no official basis to say this. She didn’t understand Elle’s intention when she pointed it out, so Leticia just blinked in confusion.

“I guess that’s correct?”

“Then isn’t there a good way for us to become a real family?”

“….”

Leticia finally realized what Elle was trying to say.

“Enoch and I will discuss marriage on our own.”

“No, I’m afraid you’ll change your mind halfway.”

Elle glanced over at Ian, who quickly noticed that she was asking for help, and he moved to support her.

“Don’t you think it’s better to get married as soon as possible?”

Now that Ian had joined in, Leticia shook her head and let out a small sigh.

“If you keep doing this, I’ll tell Lord Achilles.”

“Sister, we just want to become an official family as soon as possible.”

“That’s right, sister. It’s better for everyone if we’re family.”

Their eyes looked at her desperately, as if they wanted her to know how they felt.

Leticia didn’t fall for it though.

“What if it doesn’t end with just weeding and chopping firewood this time?”

“….”

“….”

It was really hard on them when they had to weed and chop firewood all day, so the two stiffened up at the same time, as if they were in sync.

She was smiling at the funny sight, when Mary approached with a troubled expression.

“Um, my lady…”

“Hmm?”

“Someone is here.”

She had a good idea of who it was, but she didn’t voice it.

“Who is it?”

“It’s young master Emil.”

“….”

“Actually, he’s been here since this morning. He refused to leave until he met with you.”

She had told him several times that Leticia couldn’t meet with him, but it was useless.

He was stubbornly waiting outside to meet with Leticia. In the end, she couldn’t just leave him standing out front of the mansion forever, so she had no choice but to let Leticia know.

“Ha…”

Leticia looked tired, and let out a sigh.

She didn’t think her family would give up on her so easily, but it was uncomfortable and unpleasant when they kept trying.

“Okay, I’ll go and meet with him.”

“Hey.”

“Sister.”

When she got up from her seat, Elle and Ian stood up at the same time.

Leticia smiled as if she was okay, and told them they should sit again.

“I’ll be right back, so wait here.”

“But…”

“Still…”

Elle and Ian looked at each other and frowned slightly in discomfort. Enoch was worried about Leticia and had asked them to take good care of her.

“It’s really okay.”

“Then I’ll be waiting nearby. If something happens to you, I’ll never be able to face my brother.”

“That’s right. Please let us do that much.”