I Won't Go Back To My Family Who Abandon Me novel Chapter 91

“Don’t worry, Irene. Father and I are looking for ways to regain our abilities.”

It was just as she put her luggage in her room. Emil, who’d followed her in, said this to Irene and expected her to feel relieved.

However, Irene looked at him as if she didn’t understand.

“Why?”

“What?”

“Do you need to find your ability again?”

Emil could not hide his confusion at the look on her face, as if he was doing something useless.

“What are you talking about, Irene? Of course, I can’t live without it.”

“I don’t need it.”

“Are you serious?”

“Yes, it’s better without it.”

Leaving behind Emil, who was looking flabbergasted, Irene recalled a time from when she was staying at her maternal uncle’s estate.

It felt like something was disappearing from her. The more she tried to grasp it, the emptier she felt.

It was so strange, when she tried to use simple magic, there was no response.

At first, she was embarrassed and scared. The significance of her existence had always been due to her magical ability. When her magic power suddenly disappeared, she was afraid of how she would live in the future.

However, as time passed and her mind calmed down, she thought it was for the best. She felt that she’d finally been given the opportunity to live for herself.

It was difficult at first for her to get over the pressure and anxiety to meet her father’s expectations, and solely focus on herself, but later she began to feel more comfortable. At the same time, she blamed herself, and regretted it.

‘My family wasn’t normal.’

She didn’t know it at the time. It was so natural to keep each other in check and compete, so she thought it was normal. No, she was so busy showing her father her results that she didn’t even have time to think about it.

A father, who was always cracking the whip; and a mother, who turned a blind even though she knew everything. Then there was Diana, who would belittle and demean others; Emil, who was vain; and Xavier, who only cared for himself.

‘I’m the same too.’

Irene smiled bitterly, and sighed. What’s the difference between her, a selfish person who didn’t want to suffer any damage, and her family?

‘So, it’s better now.’

It was too much of an ability for her from the beginning. Since this was how it was going to be anyway, Irene was just going to use this as an opportunity to decide her own future.

However, Emil looked at her as if she’d lost her mind.

“Are you crazy? Does it make sense that you aren’t going to even try, and find your ability?”

“Does it make sense to make a big fuss over it?”

“IRENE LEROY.”

“Is that all you’re worth?”

“What?”

“Do you lose all of your value just because your ability is gone?”

Irene looked straight at Emil as she asked. Her expression was one of pure curiosity, rather than scorn.

Not liking the way she was looking at him, Emil burst into a fierce laugh.

“Then why did you return? You should go live quietly on Uncle’s land.”

“I didn’t come here because I wanted to.”

When her ability disappeared, she thought she should go home as soon as possible. The next day, after she had time to calm down, she thought there was no need to go after all.

However, she was forced to return home after her family convinced her uncle that they were worried about her since she’d been gone for so long.

“I’ll be going back soon, so you can relax. Also, there’s no reason to put in any effort, because your ability will never come back.”

“How do you know that?”

“Just a feeling?”

It was a strong hunch that she couldn’t explain in words.

She was a little sad that she couldn’t use her ability in the future, but she was still able to laugh because she felt more relieved and refreshed than anything else.

Emil just looked at Irene in frustration, and said.

“Stop talking nonsense, and get a hold of yourself. We need to find a way to get our abilities back.”

“Brother.”

At her serious expression, Emil breathed a sigh of relief. He thought Irene had finally come back to her senses.

“If you have time to look for your ability, you have time to think of how to live in the future.”

“What?”

“You have a smart head, how are you going to use it?”

Emil didn’t even chuckle as he looked her up and down as if she was pathetic. However, Irene’s next words froze him in place.

“Oh, that’s right. You lost your ability. Is that why your brain isn’t working right?”

“You…”

Emil’s hands trembled when Irene opened her eyes wide, as if she’d only just realized it. An unbearable anger soared within him at her obnoxious sarcasm.

“You’ll regret it if I find out how to restore our abilities.”

“You won’t tell me? That’s fine, you can do that.”

Rather, she didn’t have much interest in what he wanted.

***

“Thank you for coming like this, Miss Aster.”

“Thank you for inviting me to the tea party, Miss Melony.”

Seeing Count Melony’s daughter welcoming him, Leticia smiled.

At the party thrown by Count and Countess Aster, Leticia happened to have a conversation with Melony, who was surprisingly easy to communicate with and easy-going. The next day, Melony sent an invitation, and asked if she wanted to come to a tea party she was hosting if she didn’t mind.

At first, she was worried about whether she should really go. However, she ended up accepting the invitation because she thought it wouldn’t be a bad thing to become acquainted with other young noble ladies.

“Oh, it’s Miss Aster, right?”

“It’s nice to meet you, Miss Aster.”

“Let’s have a good time today.”

Everyone looked surprised, as if they didn’t expect her to come, but soon they welcomed her with big smiles.

The tea party was so much fun that it overshadowed her nervousness. It was their first time meeting Leticia, but they were able to hold many conversations without excluding her.

“I heard you’re engaged to Duke Achilles.”

Everyone’s attention suddenly focused on her. Leticia, who was eating freshly baked cherry pie, smiled quietly after a moment of bewilderment.

“Yes, it hasn’t been long.”

“Oh, my. Is he good to you?”

“I heard he’s really sweet to you.”

When Leticia just smiled softly as if they were right, everyone began to ask more questions with curious expressions.

“That’s right. I heard he was only nice to the young miss. Is that true?”

Leticia paused for a moment, then she nodded firmly, unable to resist the twinkles in their eyes.

“Yes, I think he’s only kind to me.”

When she answered with great conviction in her voice, everyone sighed with looks of envy, or regret.

That was when a maid brought in a familiar dessert. A surprised Leticia looked at Melony, who just lightly shrugged her shoulders.

“This is…”