If only he loved me too novel Chapter 1

Erika P.O.V

"Ma'am, it's time," my secretary informs me and I glance at the wall clock in my office, huh! It's almost 9 pm. time runs faster when you love what you do.

I smile at Sarah "You can go ahead, I will lock up when I'm done" I smile at her and she gives me a worried look, I know that look. she has been giving me that look for almost four years now.

Sarah is in her late forties with blonde hair, blue eyes, and a friendly smile always plastered on her face, maybe not right now but it always there

I smile at her again "I'll leave in 10, I promise" she smiles back but still worried, but leaves none the less. I sigh and get back to my work it's hard, working for an IT company also as the General manager but I've worked hard for this position and it's worth it.

I pack up in 10 minutes as promised and lock my room. I walk down the hallway to the elevator and press 0 at the parking lot. I walk to my black Auston martini and drive off to my house or OUR house I sigh and park in our driveway but find it empty. it's not a surprise that I'm home alone and I know it's been like this for four years but it still hurts, it didn't in the beginning but now it does.

grabbing my bag from my car I get out, I press my forefinger at the scanner and open the door, being the IT person has its perks, I've installed all the high tech technology in my house.

I walk inside the dead silent two-story house, I don't have maids because we are seldom home, I change into comfy cotton shorts and one of Dimitri's shirts and walk into the kitchen to make myself dinner.

who is Dimitri, you ask?

Dimitri is my husband, been like that for almost four and a half years, it doesn't matter though cause it's gonna very end soon.

I glance at my bag and give it a long sad and longing look, I didn't mean for it to end like this but this is how it's supposed to be. it's almost five years and our time is up.