It's been a couple of months since my big move on and I have been excellent, I've discovered that I love being by myself and I'm treating my dog better, I run a lot, joined a yoga class, meditation, and cooking.
It has been a nice couple of days until I find Oliver, Dimitri/ Massimo's cousin brother, knocking on my door, a few days after my three months move on, anniversary.
"Hey, " he said nervously looking at his feet and I smiled at him, he is someone I have always considered as family, or even as a close friend.
"Hey, " I pull him into a hug, missing the feel of his warm embrace, I had missed this, I missed him"oh, my god, how are you, " I said pulling away "come in, " I close the door after him, he looks out of place in my apartment, which reminds me of the first day we met.
He smiled politely "nice house, it would have been easier to find you if you didn't ghost me, " he says accusation clear in his eyes.
I was my hand in defense, we sat on the couch side by side " guilty, I'm just trying to move on, you know to find myself, " he smiled sadly at me, he knows that the pity is the last thing I need even from him.
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