Although Isabella doesn't want to have intimate contact with Emanuele psychologically, her body can't help but comply with him.
Her legs clung uncontrollably to Emanuele's body, and her hands clung uncontrollably to Emanuele's neck, feeling his powerful impact again and again.
She closed her eyes and groaned, feeling Emanuele's massage inside her body.
In the room, there was a passionate sound filling the air, and Isabella felt like she was about to be devoured by Emanuele.
She reached orgasm again and again, but Emanuele did not let go of her, changing positions again and again, until they were both exhausted, Emanuele took Isabella to the bath, and then they went back to bed.
After enjoying herself, Isabella felt a sense of sadness in her heart when she fell asleep in Emanuele's embrace.
She thought she would be the winner of their game, only to find that her body was also craving him.
Isabella feels sad for herself, and she doesn't know in the end who will win, whether it's her or Emanuele.
Isabella thought of what Pippo had said today, and she could not help asking Emanuele, "Emanuele, shall we have a child?"
She tentatively asked, although she knew in her heart that they were not suitable for having children at all now. A child would only become a tool for Emanuele to threaten her.
No woman can abandon her own child. Although she has never been a mother, Isabella knows that the child was born from her own body and blood, and she will never be able to let go of her child for the rest of her life.
Emanuele fell silent for a moment upon hearing Isabella's words. At this very moment, the atmosphere between them was extremely quiet, so quiet that Isabella thought time had come to a standstill.
For a while, Isabella didn't hear Emanuele's voice until he said, "I don't want children."
Child, Emanuele thinks that he should have children when he is forty years old and everything is stable.
And now, everything is so turbulent. He has to face enemy attacks, and his abilities are not strong enough. Having a child at this time is undoubtedly like having a target on his back.
Emanuele thinks this is very bad.
Although she had no plans to have a child at this time, Emanuele's direct statement that he did not want children still hurt Isabella.
"But we're married. Shouldn't we have children after getting married?" Isabella asked, despite feeling upset. She restrained her emotions.
"Yes, for ordinary people that may be the case. But Isabella, we are not ordinary people. When I need a child, I will naturally want one."
That would have to wait until he had stabilized all the turmoil.
Because he didn't want his child to be threatened with death as soon as it was born.
Just like him and Grazia when they were young - they experienced so many kidnappings and watched people die around them, including their own mother's death.
He started learning how to kill before fully growing up himself.
He knew how painful that process was and didn't want his own child to become like that too.
As for if it were a girl? If lucky enough she could grow up safely like Grazia did; unlucky enough she might get abducted and raped by someone else or end up losing her husband earlier than herself just like Grazia did with hers.
Thinking of Andrew - who was just an ordinary person but cruelly killed by those bastards - made Emanuele feel suffocated in his chest.
At least don't let their children live in such fear every day?
After hearing Emanuele's words, Isabella felt disheartened and even didn't want to sleep with him anymore.
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