Chapter Two Hundred Nineteen
Misha
I could see something was different about Giana when she and Armando walked into the office while the doctor was talking to Sephie. Giana had a look of contempt on her face watching Sephie talk that she’d never had before. I didn’t like it. I could feel myself starting to get angry as I watched her watching Sephie talk to the doctor about brawn.
When the doctor asked Sephie how she had experience with the original formula of brawn, her entire demeanor changed. It was obvious. She immediately looked at the floor and her shoulders slumped. Adrik didn’t even need to see her to know it happened. He just turned his chair toward her and extended his hand toward her. She got up, her eyes still on the floor, and moved to his lap. Before she sat down, she just said “my uncle.”
This week has been rough on her. We’ve all seen it. She’s looking like she looked after she and I were attacked, just without the concussion. How she looked after the ball, just without the ho le in her hip. She was struggling. Adrik and Ivan seemed to know how to help her best, which was good, but Andrei was right. It was frustrating for the rest of us. We wanted to help her too, we just didn’t know how. It was even making Stephen angry and that guy rarely gets angry.
I noticed Giana’s eyes went wide when Sephie mentioned her uncle. Armando looked at her, a stern look on his face, almost like he was silently saying “I told you so.” I waited for her to look at me. I knew she would. She was practically incapable of not staring at me at some point anytime she was around me. I’d caught her staring so many times it should’ve been embarrassing for her, but she kept doing it. Even after she got with Armando. It was so comical that I’d discussed adding it to the wh ite board bet pools. How many times I could catch her staring in one day.
When she did finally look at me, I made it obvious that I’d seen her look of disgust and I gave her my own look of disgust in return. It did not matter to me if she was with Armando or not, she was going to find out that when it came to Sephie, all bets were off. She quickly looked to the floor, but I kept watching her until the doctor got up to leave.
Once the doctor was out of the office, Adrik moved Sephie to one of the couches, but I kept my eyes on Giana. She was arguing with Armando, but they were speaking Italian and talking quietly. I’m assuming so Sephie couldn’t hear what was being said. Giana got up quickly and rushed out of the office. We all looked to Armando. Clearly something had just happened. He looked frustrated, and maybe a little angry, but he made an excuse about her not feeling well.
That’s bu llshit. If she didn’t feel well, he would’ve gone with her.
In the way that only Ivan can, he called her out. “Embarrassment will do that.”
Everyone was waiting for him to expand on that when Viktor walked back into the office. Ivan smirked, enjoying the moment, then said, “Glana left here last night convinced Sephie knew about withdrawals because she was a user. She found out today
that wasn’t the case and now she’s embarrassed about it, but she’s not mature enough to own up to her mistake yet, so she ran
instead.”
Nailed it. I knew Ivan was wise before the attempted kidnapping of Sephie, but somehow that experience made him infinitely more so. Or he’s finally just letting us all see it. Ivan has always been insanely private, but it’s clear that he’s opened up to Sephie. They share similar trauma. It can be comforting to find someone who can relate, even if it’s just a little bit, to what you’ve been through. I know Ivan has been through serious trauma. He talks in his sleep when he’s troubled, just like Sephie does. He has ho rrible past experiences with a doctor, just like she does. I don’t know the details, but I know I likely don’t want to know the details. It’s hard enough knowing what happened to Sophie.
Armando looked to Ivan, surprised. “You’ve been hanging around Sephie, haven’t you? How did you know that?”
Sephie smiled her smile that could light up the room at Ivan. “Ivan has a very special set of skills,” she said.
Armando nodded his head in agreement. He looked thoughtful for a moment, then looked at Sephie and said, “Sephie, I want to apologize on behalf of Giana. We argued for several hours last night. She was convinced that you’d been on drugs because you have so much knowledge about them.”
I felt my anger rise to the surface. This bi tch. How could anyone think that about Sephie? She doesn’t even drink alcohol! And what does it matter if she was on drugs at one point? She’s clearly not anymore, so who the fuc k cares? Doesn’t she know that people can change and improve their lives?
Before I really thought about it, I said, “and if she was? What then? Does that mean Giana gets a license to be a bi tch to her? It changes nothing about who Sephie is today if she was or wasn’t.” I was angry, but I shouldn’t have said that to Armando.
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