He thought of Melissa as a stand in of Avril. He wanted to take revenge on Avril. At the same time, he used her body to make up for the great loss in his heart. Otherwise, he didn't know what the meaning was to live a wanton life.
At the beginning, Melissa was a simple-minded woman. To put it bluntly, she had thought that he would let her go after she signed a five-year contract with him. In fact, at the beginning, he had thought that the contract was a bottomless pit. If Colin didn't declare to let her go, she wouldn't be able to escape. As long as she was still in the entertainment circle, she couldn't escape from his palm, just like monkey king who would never escape from the palm of Buddha!
So he began to banish her, banished her from the entertainment industry and made her unable to live on her own again. At the same time, he gave her a lot of money and arranged the paths of her parents, letting her know that her parents would be in trouble without his help. Also, she would not be able to live well, let alone take care of her parents! In a word, he wanted her to completely rely on him and even if five years later the contract expired, this woman would not be able to leave him. And she would continue to serve him under his feet without dignity. She looked at his face and life, constantly asking for his love.
He admitted that he was a pervert and he was unscrupulous, because he was not treated so well by Avril when he was with her. Not only did Avril not play up to him, but she always gave him a look and disdained his love and care. So after Avril was dead, he wanted to revenge on her with the substitute of Melissa. So he tried his best to torture Melissa, hoping that it was Avril who he was torturing, so that he could get the pleasure of revenge.
But he still loved Avril, so sometimes when he looked Melissa, he was reluctant to hit her or scold her, and sometimes he would do something indulgent that he didn't notice. Sometimes he couldn't help but treat her as Avril to protect her.
The silly Melissa in the past was similar to Avril. They were both otherworldly, with noble souls and no stains on their faces. She dared to scold the evil guys, just like when Avril fought and scolded him. When they met Heaven Night, Melissa didn't fear his identity and she slapped him on the face. They had similar dispositions. He could hardly distinguish them.
But it didn't last long. Before long, Melissa began to change. She was no longer pure and otherworldly. And she began to smoke, drink, and even play mahjong games gambling. He frowned deeply. He didn't like this kind of woman. Was there any difference between her and those women outside? When they first met, he took a fancy to her because she not only looked like Avril, but also had a character like her. That was why he didn't like the changes in Melissa. Therefore, he scolded her more than once and helped her to correct those bad habits.
But one day, when she got drunk, she said to him with a sneer, "Colin, I'm not Avril. I can do whatever I want. You can't force me to live a life like her. I'm not her. Remember, I'm Melissa, not that woman!"
Then she got on her own. She smoked, drank, and gambled, or whatever she wanted. She just needed to be controlled when he stared at her. There was no other way around, as long as he didn't see she did it privately. In fact, it was none of his business. Therefore, Melissa changed a lot. She was no longer the innocent girl she used to be, not to mention Avril.
He gradually realized that the woman in front of him was exactly Melissa while Avril was not here. They were different people and wouldn't be fooled around by him. Sometimes, when he looked at Melissa, he didn't think of Avril at all even though she looked like Avril. Sometimes, he even forgot Avril after he had been together with Melissa for a long time. All he saw was only Melissa.
Later, he found that Melissa was more and more difficult to control. She was no longer the obedient woman in his palm. She had her own thoughts and she didn't want him to interfere in her. Even if she was controlled by him and she was his mistress, she would do what she wanted do secretly. For sake of Avril, he didn't say anything more and just let her be. But one day, this woman told him that she wanted to go out to work and that she wanted to live a good life!
It was ridiculous. Did she think that she could do anything she wanted just because I indulged her again and again? So that day he refused her coldly, but this woman began to lose her temper and even attacked his feelings with Avril. Finally, he was in a fury and slapped her.
That woman got off the car and left. She even put on airs and deliberately ignored him. And she did not ask him for help if anything happened. So he also took advantage of the opportunity to get rid of her for a few days. He thought that he should teach her a lesson, otherwise she would never know who his boss was. Therefore, when he saw that she was so eager to shoot, he didn't help her either. He even had given orders to several big companies that no one was allowed to shoot with her. Otherwise, it would disobey Colin.
After she had turned to her agent for help, Zack didn't cooperate with her. She found a director for X-rated movie. He had thought that she would be willing to sell her body and work for a movie. But fortunately, she only tricked Henry and didn't give herself to the director. Otherwise, he would get rid of Henry sooner or later. That woman wouldn't live a happy life. Colin's woman, even if he didn't want to be with, would not be allowed to stay other men!
But that woman was too stubborn to yield to him. In a fit of anger, he provoke Sophia. He made Sophia hate her and then asked Sophia to avenge her.
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