I stand here and look at Vincent, his entire body covered in blood splatters.
I don't cry, or frown or say anything about what I am seeing. I press my lips together, look at him from his head to shoes and up again.
“Are you done, I want to go home.” I say to him.
His eyes still stuck on the man, before finally planting itself on me.
With his blood splattered face and cold hard gaze, I see the killer, I see it in his eyes.
“Yes.”
He walks past me leaving me to look at the now dead rapist. I don't even recognize his face any longer.
Some small part of me, very small understands that I am now an accomplice to this man's death. I just don't care.
Shaking my head I walk out of this place.
It is another thirty minutes before Vincent joins me in the car and we finally get to leave.
He is wearing a new shirt, his hands now washed, face clean. I wonder how much blood is soaked in those hands of his.
“Have you decided about the dress,” the question confuses me.
There he just tortured a man to death and he is asking me about a dress.
“No, I haven't. I did decide that it's time I went home,” I tell him.
Actually I haven't thought about it, but I do have my own place and I should go home.
I need to get back to University, finish my degree.
“Not yet. I want to come with you, I still have some business to attend to this side first.”
“I wasn't asking for permission, I am not your prisoner.”
“And it isn't up for discussion. When I say we ready to leave, we leave.”
His words are meant to keep me quiet. I hear him talking to his soldiers that way, but it doesn't do a thing to me.
He can't hurt me more than I’ve already been hurt.
“I hate you,” I say softly, but loud enough that he hears it.
“So you keep saying.” We're quiet for a few minutes when I think of what he did for me today.
He doesn't offer any further information, and I don't ask. I feel as if I already asked too much.
Once we are back in the suite I leave Vincent and go run myself a hot bath.
I step out of the clothes I am wearing, purposely not looking down at my body, and jump into the running bath.
The oval shape cream four-sitter bath fills as I sink into the tub.
The door for the bathroom opens and I sit up, turning to see who it is.
And for a split second, I think it is someone else. Someone bad. It is someone bad.
“Why are you barging in.”
Vincent stops in front of me, his shirt partially open halfway down.
I stare at him, thinking of the time when I was in love with this man and again I try to feel those feelings but I can't.
“I thought I could join you.” Switching off the tap, he doesn't wait for my reply or answer and I don't give it to him.
I just watch him as he removes his clothes.
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