“You’re probably wondering why I wanted to talk to you,” she looked at him, before sipping on her coffee. He said nothing and only stared at her.
She let out a sigh before she said, “I unintentionally heard you and Bryan argue during your parents’ anniversary.” She lifted her eyes to see his reaction. Nonplussed, his brow arched. She knew she got his attention.
“I’m sorry. I did not intend to eavesdrop. I hated crowds and I looked for a quiet corner away from everyone. I did not expect that you two would also be there. Unintentionally, I heard it when you said you wanted to divorce him. I am in no place to interfere with your marriage, but please hear me out.” When Chester did not make any comments, she continued, “I felt like Bryan and I are in a similar situation. We’re now with people we love with all that we have, however our past, keep getting in the way.”
“We try our best to assure you and Justin of your position in our hearts, in our lives, but it’s very easy for you to doubt that. And I don’t blame you. I mean, from the onset, our situation had always been convoluted.
No matter how much we say that we’re adults and we’re perfectly fine with the situation, we all know that we’re not. I know that it’s difficult for either you or Justin to forget that Bryan and I had been lovers in the past. Perhaps seeing Bryan and I share the same space, no matter how much we keep our distance from each other, make it difficult for you to not think about what we used to be. I know it’s hard for you not to doubt us.
I do not know how much weight my words carry to you, but I want you to know Bryan loves you deeply. He did not need to tell me that, I know. He risked so much to be with you. Forget about giving up his relationship with me, but he chose you over his family,” she paused to look up at Chester. He looked at her dazed as if in deep thought.
“He loved his parents so much, his younger brother, even more, but he had to give those up for you. Again, he did not have to tell me these, but knowing his parents, they will not approve of his relationship with you. I did not see any of his family on your wedding day.” Chester’s eyes widened at the mention of their wedding.
“I was there. I attended your wedding because I was looking for closure, what better closure could I have, than to see my ex wait for his partner walk down the aisle, right?” She smiled at him as she met his eyes. There was no longer pain in hers when she recalled their wedding, rather, it got replaced with a knowing look, the kind where one saw the wisdom in a past situation rather than treat it with anger.
“I could never forget the smile he had while he waited for you. I never got such a smile from him. In fact, I have never seen him as happy as he was during your wedding day -- not once in the two years we’ve been together.
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