Let's Get Married novel Chapter 195

Lily is speechless for a while before saying, “Maybe on myself.”

After it, she adds in, “Not to mention Marina’s condition, your family does not accept me. I have too many scandals, and there are also many obstacles between us.”

Even though these obstacles are invisible and unreachable, they are always pressing on Lily’s heart.

Thus, she does not have much confidence in herself. Even she herself thinks that she does not worth Rex.

This man is very excellent. The more she spends time with him, the more she feels his warmth and sincerity. There is also rare pureness, which cannot be seen by a successful person.

“Don’t belittle yourself.” Rex knows that she is burdened, but little did he expect that is in a great extent, “I’m not born silver spoon. I have the right to decide my life. I have enough power to choose who to spend my life with. Marina and my family will not be a problem, you’re the one who is significant, do you understand?”

This kind of word, he has told her before. However, just because of this, Lily being pressured more. She does not want to cause a bad influence on Rex and does not want him to fight with his family. She is even wondering whether his family knows about Marina’s existence, and….

Lily shakes her head, interrupting this awful thought.

“Lily?” Rex calls her when he sees her dazing off.

Lily comes back to her sense and pulls a slightly strong-looking smile, “It’s fine. Maybe my feeling for you is getting deeper and deeper that it is inevitable to think of it. You can rest assured, I will resolve my emotions.”

Rex stares at her dodging emotions in her eyes, knowing that she is upset, but does not continue to force her. He only holds onto the side of her face, “If you’re unhappy, tell me, okay?”

“Okay.”

“Also.” He leans down to stare at her, as though there is a frost forming on his eyebrows, he answers firmly with his town, “We will not break up.”

He cannot imagine falling for other people other than Lily. For him, love is too extravagant. It is too extravagant that all of it have given to her, there is nothing left even if he wants to give it to others.

He wants to put all his attention on her. The feeling of being assured and being recognized, he needs it too much.

His gaze is too scorching that Lily can feel it. He is too straightforward and decisive that he slaps every word to her head.

Lily nods with red eyes, and then snuggles into his warm arms, wishing to be like this forever. He has done so much for her and also changes so much for her. Thus, she must be more determined.

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As the days pass, since the last conflict over the pajamas, Marina is quite polite to Lily. She does not do any annoying things and occasionally takes an initiative to fawn on Rex. However, it is not too much, she can still endure.

Fortunately, these days, her condition does not continue to worsen. There is also no more self-harm behavior as before. George said that family life gives her warmth and support. Whether it is true or not, no one knows. It only can be said that the result is good.

As the New Year is approaching, the company’s affairs are arduous. Even Lily has to work overtime for several times, let alone Rex. More than half of twenty hours a day is used for work, only five or six hours are left for sleep. For these reasons, he has lost a certain weight.

Seeing that every house is decorated in New Year’s vibe, Lily could not help but want to decorate too. Coincidentally, Bree calls her off to buy some new year’s goods together. In addition for unwillingness to meet Marina at home, she agrees.

The two go to a supermarket nearby. Everything is available there. Half-month to go before the Chinese New Year, every corner is covered in Red.

Bree and Harry have always lived here. They are very familiar with the merchants here. Thus, as soon as they walk into the old store, they hear an exaggerated voice, “Hey, it’s been a while. Is this your daughter? She’s still so gorgeous!”

Lily is embarrassed and quickly waves her hand, then walks aside to choose New Year couplets.

Bree is catching up with her old friend, while Lily finds a pair of fancy New Year couplets. Its vertical couplets state ‘Winter ends in a splendid mountain and river landscape, Spring starts from fragrant peach and plum blossom’, while the horizontal one is: New Year Best Luck.