Lie To Me novel Chapter 16

"You can't avoid her, can you?" I asked, my whole body is shaking. I don’t know if it was because of anger or what.

But all I know is, I am disappointed and hurt. Again.

He has proven to me that he does not deserve all the chances and trust I keep on giving to him.

That thing that I repeatedly compose and give to her that she also repeatedly destroys and ignores.

How many more times has it been? Third? Or Fourth?

No, five more.

He proved to me five times that he could not change, that until now, that woman was still ahead of me. That it is more important to say and think then than to think and say.

What he feels is still more important than how I feel.

But why?

Why after all I have given and done, I’m still lacking? I’m still not enough.

What else I have to do?

What else I’m missing?

"Love," All that he said.

He came closer to me, he wanted to hold my hand but I avoided him.

I don't know if I can still get him to come to me. Every time I think about those pictures I saw, how he would hold that woman and he would hold me I hate it.

I resent myself because I feel like I'm sharing with someone I can't own.

I wanted to hurt him but I couldn't get close to him. I don't want to touch her especially since I already know that someone else is already holding her.

I was fooled once again.

"What? Answer me!" I shouted; I can't control my emotion anymore.

"I'm sorry. Sorry, Love." He answered.

Why is it always like this?