Lily and James (werewolf novel) novel Chapter 109

Chapter 0109

(Lily POV)

Brady let go of my hand and ran his hands through his hair.

“Look, Lily, please remember that I am a different person now. I cannot justify any of the things that happened back then, and I do not want to even try. I was a jerk, and I know it.”

I shook my head. “Brady, you have told me all of this already.”

know. I just wanted to repeat it so that you remember it. I also want to be sure that you know I know

how wrong I was.”

“Brady, relax. I understand that you are not perfect. And what happened must have occurred a long time

ago, from what little I know.”

Brady did not say anything. He just kept running his hands through his hair.

“Brady, are you going to tell me?” I asked gently. I would like to know, but you do not have to tell me

you do not want to.”

“No, I want to tell you. It’s just…..”

it

Brady got up and started pacing. Then he sat down again, only to get up a couple of minutes later and resume pacing. Finally, he sat down, leaned his head back on the seat, and closed his eyes.

“I started dating Evelyn when we were both 15 years old. My dad, not surprisingly, was against it. He said. that I should not have a serious relationship until I met my fated mate, and that I should save myself for her. I ignored his advice. Evelyn was funny, kind, and absolutely gorgeous. I felt drawn to her. And I was

a h orny ba&t ard.

We lost our virginity to one another at age 16. Evelyn became my world. We saw each other almost every day, and I fell head over heels completely in love with her. We continued to date all through high.

school and after we graduated.

My male friends-especially my alpha ones- would often talk about the girls that they dated and brag

about their sexual exploits. I was the only one who had a serious girlfriend. My father repeatedly tried to

convince me that having a serious girlfriend was a risk. He did not want me to be like my friends and

have a new female every week, but he warned me that having such a serious girlfriend could also lead to

unnecessary complications when I eventually met my mate.

I was stubborn, and I continued to ignore his advice. Nevertheless, the closer that Evelyn and I got to our

20th birthdays, the more we began to seriously think about what we would do and what would happen to

not be so hard on us when we found our mates, but neither of us wanted to do that.

For whatever reason, it never occurred to Evelyn or I that we might be fated to each other. Looking back.

on it, I do not understand why it never occurred to us; all the signs were there. The only thing I can think

of to explain it is that we were young and st upid.