Lily and James (werewolf novel) novel Chapter 38

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“Why, Jane? Why would you scale back Stephanie’s memorial and take her pictures down? Please tell

me why!!” Margie pleads as tears start to fall down her cheeks.

“Dr. Miller told us that James needs to avoid stress as much as possible, and

“And you and Randall thought that erasing the memory of my daughter -his Goddess-chosen mate and the female that he has loved his whole life- would somehow ease his stress?”

“No, Margie. We do not want to erase Stephanie’s memory. Please, just hear me out. You know that we all love and miss Stephanie, but we have been grieving her almost obsessively for years. At some point, we all have to move on with our lives.”

“It is easy for you to talk about moving on with your life when you have never had to deal with the death of a child!” Margie screams.

Margie’s comment strikes me to my core, but I know I need to finish this conversation. Randall and I talked about this at length.

“Margie, I thought you were okay with the pack starting to move on. It was you and Robert’s idea to make James take a chosen luna…

“Because we knew he would never do it! And then we would get to pick someone that Stephanie would

have approved of, and someone who would be willing to continue to honor her memory! We were afraid that if we waited any longer, James might find a second chance mate who would want all signs of Stephanie removed!”

“Oh, Margie. That is not what we thought you were doing this for…”

“Who cares what you thought?” she snapped. “We were trying to be the bigger people. We were trying to do right by the pack. That does not mean that we wanted to forget our daughter or pretend like she was

never born!!!!” 1

I look at Margie sympathetically. My heart is breaking for her. [7

“Margie, I do not want to diminish your suffering. I know how hard this has been for you. You are right

that I have never experienced the loss of a child. It’s just that. I have to think of my son’s welfare too. We do not know how healthy it is for James and all of us, really- to continue to have so many reminders of her everywhere

“So, what? You think if we take down her pictures and scale back her memorial events it will make the pain of her death go away? Let me tell you something, Jane: the pain will not go away for me! IT WILL