Lily and James (werewolf novel) novel Chapter 58

Chapter 0058

(Lily POV)

“I got another call phone call from James Anderson.”

Oh.

Wow. That was not what I was expecting this meeting to be about. Of all the possibilities that I considered, I never thought that that would be it. I thought maybe Dr. Hyder would want to talk about my schooling: my future in this pack or at Red Rock; or even possibly issues going on with patients that I have worked with. But James? No, I never expected James to be the topic of conversation.

Just an hour ago, I was laughing and joking around with Brady. We were throwing cookie dough, eggs, flour, and sugar at one another with the innocence of two little kids. And yet now, before Dr. Hyder-at the mere mention of James’ name- I can feel my heart drop, and I can feel the tears threatening to pour

out of my eyes.

The rejection happened six weeks ago. I tell myself that six weeks is a long time… that I should not care… that I should not be feeling this way… that it does not matter… that I never wanted to be mated to James anyway… but none of it does me any good. The pain is still there. I guess that is what happens when you are mated to someone with whom your painful past goes back not just days or weeks, but rather years and years.