Love Began with the First Meeting novel Chapter 1282

All of a sudden, Maggie felt that her words had become stuck in her throat and she couldn't utter anything at all. She just stared blankly at Edgar, eyes wide open. The indifference on Edgar's face was like a cold knife, mercilessly stabbing into her heart. She had no idea of what to do right now.

"You don't have to feel guilty." Edgar's voice was still cool as he eyed her coldly. "Even if it had not been you, I would still have taken the risk. I know you care about the data. Actually not only you, but the entire S Army is highly concerned about it. So you know how important it is."

What he said sounded rather reasonable and convincing. The rescue wasn't something personal, but an act of professionalism instead. If Maggie still wanted to believe that he had walked through the fire for her only, she would have had to be stupid!

"Bang!" The door was shut with a heavy thump as Maggie silently left the room. Edgar's brows, which almost met each other just now, started to relax and separate. He told himself that it was for the best. He had to be cruel to be kind. Heaving a sigh, he turned to look out through the window. There were horns to summon their people. At this moment, his thoughts drifted away...

"Lightning, if I successfully complete this mission, I want a few days off."

Edgar had green paint in meandering patterns on his face to camouflage himself among the foliage. Beside him was a soldier with the alias "Thunder", whose rank was first sergeant. They had been hiding in the jungle to monitor the surrounding lands for more than 48 hours. It was the most tiring mission that they had ever executed since they had entered the Sharp Blade Commando.

Edgar squinted his fatigued eyes. Through the sight of the sniper's rifle, he was intently observing something two thousand meters distant. In a low voice, he said jokingly, "You always say that. But in the end, you still celebrate the new year with me in the camp, every time."

Thunder heaved a sigh and said, "I'm too old for this. You guys are younger and stronger. I think it's time for me to retire."

Edgar furrowed his eyebrows and asked, "Are you serious?"

"What do you think?" Thunder smiled. Taking the binoculars to observe the surroundings, he mumbled, "Since I entered the Sharp Blade, my wife has had more complaints than ever. Now she's gone, with another man. My daughter is 18 years old already. She is going to attend the graduation examinations for her colleague this year, but I have never taken proper care of her. I am not a good father." As he spoke, bitterness crept into his heart. His eyes were still sharply scanning around for danger. As a member of the Sharp Blade, he had mastered the skill of multitasking.

Edgar lowered his head and said, "She will understand your sacrifices."

Thunder heaved another sigh. "She does understand me. That is why she didn't go with her mother, which makes me feel even more guilty." He paused to gather his thoughts and continued, "After this mission, I am going to submit my retirement papers. Just sign your name. Don't hesitate."

Edgar fell into a deep silence and his mood blackened. It had been years since the Sharp Blade Commando was established. Thunder was one of the original soldiers who started the commando. He was so experienced in fighting and carrying out different kinds of missions that the senior military officers had wanted him to stay in the commando. But what Thunder had said roused something in Edgar's heart. He couldn't help thinking of Molly, who would also have to attend the national exam. 'It has been so many years since I left her without saying a proper goodbye. How is she doing right now?' he thought reflectively.

"Okay..." Edgar answered, "I will sign my name on that paper. I will also help you convince the senior military officers."