Becky shook her head as she held back her tears, bitterness and frustration,"I don't want him to worry about me...", she confessed.
"But your eyes..."
"I'll be fine." Becky interrupted Harrow's sympathetic words. She then forced a smile and said,"Let's go now please."
"Okay, sure let's go." Harrow stood up and helped Becky walk out of the lounge, and into the parking lot.
On their drive back, the atmosphere in the car was quite tense. Becky lowered her eyes and bit her lips as she tried to control her growling anger and bitterness.
On the call he promised to pick her up, but he didn't show up and she was disappointed.
In the past, no matter how busy he was, he always made the time as she was his priority. But now he didn't consider her important enough. Was it a punishment for her being self-willed?
Just the direction of her thoughts laced her eyes with tears. With a hard bite on her lips, Becky tried to fight the urge of breaking down and letting her emotions get the better of her.
Since she decided to return, not a day went by when she was at ease. Her heart was full of expectation, and at the same time, also with fear and anxiety. Yet despite the crippling emotions, she was too proud to let anyone see her failure. She rejected Cindy's offer to accompany her. Instead, she came to A City all by herself. Subconsciously, she hoped Brian was guilty and worried about her.
But... The reality seemed quite contrary to what she hoped and wished with all her heart.
"Bah..." a tear forced its way out of her delicate eyes, and dropped onto her hand. Hastily, Becky turned her face aside to conceal her emotions. But somehow it did not help.
"Mr. Brian Long is too occupied with work these days...I'm sure he has a legitimate reason." Harrow tried to comfort her, not knowing what to say. He glanced at Becky who hurriedly wiped her tears, sighed, grabbed a tissue, then added,"There's a lot going in A City these days. And you know, Mr. Brian Long's work drifts in between of the legal and dark areas. It is a lot of responsibility on one man's shoulders. There were some urgent matters that warranted his immediate attention right now."
Upon hearing his words, Becky stopped crying, and instead turned around to face Harrow as she asked with concern,"Is he fine?"
Harrow grinned through his teeth as he answered,"You rest assured that he is fine. You know what he's capable of. Mr. Brian Long is simply occupied. You don't need to burden yourself with worrying about him. But what about you? I'm sure he will be heartbroken to see you in such a precarious condition."
With a hint of sorrow, Becky asked,"Harrow, Brian..."
Harrow cast a look at Becky, anticipating her words. Yet she just stopped talking midway. Then Harrow asked,"What about Brian? You can ask me anything."
"He..." Becky refrained herself from speaking further, and instead concluded,"Well, it's nothing really."
"Okay fine then." Harrow could sense that Becky was not in a good mood, so he didn't pressure her into talking further. Though the rest of the ride, they just remained silent and awkward. As Harrow dropped Becky off the Sophia Hotel, he called up Brian and said,"Mr. Brian Long, I've just dropped Becky at the hotel. She is checking in."
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