I have more than ten thousands reasons to leave you. However, the only one keeps me from doing that is... the fact that I still love you!
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Eric froze halfway before his lips even touched Molly's. He had remained on that strange position for some while as if he was under a spell and he didn't know what he was doing. 'What am I doing? How can I take advantage of her like this?' he wondered.
Furrowing his eyebrows, he stared at Molly who was still half asleep.
It was then that Molly stirred up a little and suddenly woke up completely. Her eyes widened as she called in surprise, "Eric!"
A sly smile appeared on Eric's face as he watched Molly's cute reaction. He asked, "Who else did you think I was?" He looked calm on the surface as he showed no trace of the embarrassment that hit him just minutes ago.
Molly pushed Eric away annoyedly. She was blushing with embarrassment because she had mistaken Eric as Brian. She even forgot to ask him why he was leaning so close to her. "I... I was..." she tried to explain but ended up stammering. It took her some seconds more before she finally got to ask, "Er, so, the bidding ceremony has already finished?"
Eric nodded with a smile and then said, "There will be a celebration party tonight. I come back to check on you..." he paused and stared at Molly, "...and to ask if you wanna go with me."
Molly slightly shook her head, "Sorry, I don't want to go anywhere."
"So you'll just stay alone here?" he asked.
Molly leaned back lazily at the sofa. She didn't answer Eric's question but asked back with a hint of shyness, "Will Bri... Will Mr. Poker Face go as well?"
"I don't know," answered Eric honestly. "The officials of Sun Island will attend the party. According to the protocol, Brian is supposed to be there. But as you know, he is such a self-willed man. If he doesn't want, he won't be restricted by any etiquette."
Molly's shoulders drooped with depression. She asked in a gloomy voice, "Doesn't he feel anxious when he sees me staying with you all the time?"
Eric fell into silence. He knew that she wasn't asking for an answer. She was just unconsciously complaining from the bottom of her heart.
Nobody could understand what was actually going on in Brian's mind.
Eric thought that Brian was intentionally alienating Molly because of Wing's illness and for the sake of Molly's safety. However, there were still some times when he felt that he might be wrong again. It was very likely that his cousin had totally given up on Molly as he did to Becky.
"Didn't you say that you don't want to be a negative Nancy?" Eric scoffed purposely with his lips curling into a mocking smile.
"Of course!" Molly glared at him with resentment. "If I'm still the same..." Her words stopped abruptly as her eyes widened. Something had come to her mind all of a sudden as she blankly stared at Eric. She asked, "Eric... Is it possible that Bri doesn't like me anymore because I'm no longer the person I was before?"
Eric sniggered upon hearing her. He then looked into her eyes seriously and said, "Little Molly, remember this, okay? If one person really loves you, he will always love you even if you change. If he stops loving you just because you have changed, it means that he doesn't really love you..." He paused for a second. "Little Molly, if Brian really stops loving you, do you still have the courage to continue loving him?"
The question made Molly terribly annoyed, however, she still answered without hesitation, "Eric, I love him!"
Eric quietly gazed at her. Gradually, a soft smile appeared on his face. Relief, frustration, and blessing were suddenly mixing deep inside him. He slowly said, "Since you're sure about your love to him, then everything must be easier for you now." He stood up from the sofa, "Let's go."
"Go? To where?" Molly asked confusedly while raising her head.
Eric rolled his eyes impatiently, "The celebration party!"
"I won't attend it," Molly collapsed on the sofa wearily, "I told you that I'm not going with you."
"But, you have already stayed at the hotel alone for several days..." Eric raised an eyebrow. "Why not go and have a walk around? Who knows, you might see Brian there!"
"Or maybe not. It's an even bet," rebutted Molly unconcernedly.
"Well, you're right. But if you stay here, there is no chance at all," Eric leaned forward to take her hand. "Come on! I'll buy you new dresses!"
Molly was unwillingly dragged out of the hotel and into an exclusive beauty salon. An hour later, with natural makeup, her hair tied back casually, a knee-length strapless bubble dress draped from her shoulders, and a dull look on her face, Molly got into Eric's car.
The car slowly headed to the hotel where the Sun Island's government held the party. When they reached there, the entrance had already been crowded with reporters.
"Look! Here comes Mr. Eric Long!"
A shout of surprise came from the crowd. Immediately, Eric's car was surrounded by a group of reporters. The shutter sound of the cameras hummed like the chirping of cicadas at summer night. Their bright flashes lightened the early evening.
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