I had been rebuffing Michael and keeping him at a distance in the past two days, so he was sure to have sensed it.
At his question, I averted my gaze in a panic to avoid looking him in the eye. “There are too many people at the office. It’ll be bad if they discover our relationship, so I’d better take the subway.”
“Just do whatever you like, then!”
Michael didn’t coerce me, but I could tell that his voice was colored by rage. Plenty of women would kill to hitch a ride with him, but I rejected him twice in a row. As such, it was only natural that he was incensed.
After saying that, he left with huge strides. While I breathed a sigh of relief, an inexplicable sense of disappointment enveloped me.
I was still wondering whether he had another woman out there, the question of the perfume and lipstick stain on him plaguing me endlessly. I knew full well that I had no right to bother about that, but I simply couldn’t control myself.
I was really afraid that I would lose myself to him, terrified of the devastation I would face if I truly fell in love with him.
After spending the day in the office, I received a call from Natalie before it was even time to get off work. Without a shadow of a doubt, I knew that she wanted to know what was going on between Michael and me.
As things had come to this point, I was aware that I could no longer keep her in the dark. Besides, I didn’t want to keep any more secrets from her either since she was my best friend.
When I had gotten off work, I went to the agreed-upon café to meet Natalie. By the time I arrived, she was already waiting there.
I sat down across from her, but I was momentarily at a loss for words. Surprisingly, Natalie was silent as well.
“Anna, we’re best friends, aren’t we? So I hope that you won’t keep secrets from me. I want to know about your relationship with Michael Shaw. What exactly is going on between the two of you?” Natalie finally demanded after a long silence.
She pinned her gaze on me, the look in her eyes puzzled and frantic.
Nonetheless, I continued stirring my coffee for a moment before I lifted my head and looked at her squarely.
“Natalie, it was Michael who paid for my brother’s medical expenses. In return, I agreed to his stipulation of being his lover,” I answered solemnly.
“What? You actually agreed to such a stipulation? Have you lost your mind, Anna? Do you know how badly your reputation will be affected if this matter gets out?”
Upon hearing that, Natalie abruptly shot to her feet and gaped at me in shock.
“Keep it down, Natalie. People will hear you if you shriek so loudly.”
She was very loud, so I darted my eyes around worriedly. It wasn’t until I was certain that no one was looking at us did I finally breathe easier.
Realizing that she was too emotional earlier, Natalie sat back down and regarded me anxiously.
“Anna, are you aware of the price you’ll have to pay when you do something like this? Do you know that your reputation will be in tatters if word spreads about this?”
Natalie stared at me with trepidation etched on her face.
However, I was very calm in the face of her concerns. “I considered all that, but I had no other choice at that time. Nat, you know my brother needed the money for his operation. Likewise, you know that I could never manage to raise that much money. Therefore, my only recourse was to agree to Michael’s stipulation.”
I then lowered my eyes as despondency engulfed me. In truth, my illicit relationship with Michael was a thorn in my flesh.
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