Chapter 162
Merry realized something when she saw the look on Paulina’s face, and she grabbed her arm, blurting out, “When Leila visited, I slipped a note into her hand begging for help.”
Paulina froze, “I didn’t see it. I had no idea.”
Merry’s homeroom teacher chuckled from the side, “That girl handed the note back to me.”
At these words, Paulina was dumbstruck.
She stared at Merry in disbelief, her maternal instincts kicking in to defend Leila, “She mustn’t have done it on purpose, Merry. Leila probably thought you were trying to skip school again, that’s why she gave the note back to the teacher. She couldn’t have known what was written.”
Her voice faltering, she continued, “Merry, it’s my fault. I’m sorry. I didn’t realize you were having such a hard time here.”
She took a step forward, wanting to embrace Merry, “I really know I was wrong, and I’ll make it up to you. I’ll take you home, okay?”
Merry, however, stepped back.
Looking at Paulina, her voice was filled with despair, “Mom, do you really, truly love me?”
Paulina’s eyes instantly welled up with tears, “Of course, you’re my kid, how could I not love you? If I didn’t, would I have sent you to this school? If I didn’t care, would I be riding you so hard?”
Cleaning her tears, she tried again, “Merry, I know I’ve been neglectful, but from now on, I promise to trust you, okay?”
Merry scoffed, “You’ll trust me?”
Paulina nodded vigorously, “Yes, I will trust you.”
Merry challenged her, “So if I say Leila did it on purpose, would you believe that?”
Paulina hesitated, then countered, “That’s impossible. Leila would never hurt you. She must have thought you were up to your old tricks, and she, like me, was fooled by this school.”
Hearing this, Merry’s frustration surged, and she nearly screamed in madness, “She did it on purpose. She’s so attentive, and how could she not see that something was off with this school? And even now, you’re still making excuses for her.”
Paulina jumped at Merry’s outburst, “Merry…
Merry’s emotions were too intense, and she covered her ears and began to scream. She didn’t want to hear any more voices.
If Paulina tried to get closer, Merry would only spiral further into fury. She felt a suffocating pressure building inside her chest as if she was about to burst.
All the pain, fear, and humiliation of the past week had become too much for this eighteen–year–old girl. She was only eighteen.
Cain called out, “Merry, Merry, please calm down.”
But Merry was beyond reach, lost in her own frenzy.
Until Cordelia suddenly drew close and wrapped her arms around Merry. Her grip was strong, preventing Merry from struggling.
Her voice, cool and low, reached Merry’s ears, “Little Parrot, it’s okay. It’s okay now.”
Merry gradually began to calm down.
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Chapter 162
Cordelia’s embrace was gentle, her short sleeves leaving her arms a bit cool after she’d offered her jacket to Merry. The faint scent of her body wash acted almost like a tranquilizer, soothing Merry’s turmoil.
Merry stopped screaming and looked up at Cordelia. And then she suddenly hugged her, murmuring softly,
“Lia…”
Cordelia patted her head, the girl of few words repeating her assurance, “Little Parrot, it’s okay now.” But those simple words felt like the most comforting Merry had ever heard.
Eventually, her cries subsided to quiet sobs.
Paulina and Cain, witnessing her breakdown, didn’t dare to approach, calling out gently, “Merry, please, we’ll take you home, okay?”
“Don’t come any closer.” Merry shot back, “Mom, Dad, do you really love me?”
Merry had always been forthright, seldom speaking such sentimental words, but today she asked repeatedly, highlighting her deep–seated uncertainty.
Did her parents truly love her?
Paulina nodded, “Very much.”
Cain added, “We love you. Absolutely, we love you.”
Merry smiled faintly, “If you love me, let me go.”
Those seven words pierced Paulina like needles.
“If you love me, let me go.”
Standing there, stunned, Paulina realized she had deeply wounded Merry. She never knew that the cruelest words in the world could be so simple.
She began to speak, “Merry…”
Before she could finish, Cain spoke up, “Alright.”
Paulina was taken aback.
Cain stepped forward, addressing Merry, “But given your current state, we can’t let you stay on your own, so…” His gaze shifted to Cordelia.
Cordelia hesitated briefly. She had wanted to take Little Parrot home from the moment she saw her state, and only by keeping her close would Cordelia feel at ease.
But that was her parents‘ house.
She said softly, “I’ll make a call.”
Releasing Merry to reach for her phone, Merry immediately clutched at the hem of her shirt.
With a sigh, Cordelia didn’t go far to make the call.
The phone quickly connected, and Lorna’s soothing voice came through, “Lia, what’s wrong? I heard from Mr. Latham you didn’t go to school today. Is there a problem? Do you need my help?”
Cordelia blinked, slightly bewildered.
Having grown up in an orphanage, she’d always felt somewhat out of place in the Delaney family. After they moved out, her sense of belonging had grown, but it still felt somewhat distant. At that moment, Lorna’s words made her feel a stronger connection.
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