Love That Wasn't Meant to Last novel Chapter 5

By the time Selena got home, it was already the wee hours. I sat on the couch, waiting for her, but she didn't notice me. Instead, she tip-toed her way in as if afraid to wake me up. When she turned around, we locked eyes.

Initially stunned, she quickly resumed her normal walking posture and approached me coquettishly. "Why didn't you tell me you've been discharged, Hud? I went to the hospital for nothing."

Hanging my head low, I pursed my somewhat chapped lips. "I forgot. Sorry."

She seemed to have missed my strange emotions and continued tenderly, "Why aren't you asleep yet at this hour? Were you waiting for me? Gosh, Hudson, you should look after yourself sometimes."

She grabbed my hand and realized it was cold. "Why are your hands so cold? You should've turned on the heater. What if you get sick again? Also, did you clean around the house? Why does it look so empty?"

My mind was surprisingly calm at that moment. I had figured everything out. Indeed, Selena loved me, which was unquestionable. At the same time, she couldn't let go of Zion. Both statements were equally irrefutable.

With that said, it was that exact reason that I couldn't take this. I couldn't accept someone who loved me while at the same time flirting with another man.

I suppressed the bitterness I felt in my heart and looked up at her, interrupting, "I know, Selena. About you and Zion."

The light was dim, yet it was enough for me to glimpse Selena's ashen face. She pretended to be clueless, but her trembling voice and pale complexion betrayed her. "What are you talking about, Hud?"

My lips curled into a wry smile. "Are you still gonna keep pretending, Selena? What'd be the point?"

She shrunk underneath my arms and spoke with a shaky voice. "Hear me out, Hud—"

I didn't push her away and simply interrupted her coldly, "What can you even say? That you missed our anniversary because you were busy attending a concert with him? Or that you went on a movie date with him not long ago? Or was it about how you wore a wedding dress for him?"

The more I spoke, the more pale she became. In the end, she pulled her head out of my arms, gripping my hand, her face pale as she shook her head at me. "Enough, Hud…"

I disregarded her and continued, "I honestly wondered if you ever thought of me while you were with him. You could've just told me that you got sick of me, and we could end this amicably. After all the years we spent together, you chose to lie to me until the end.

"I can't believe you actually had the heart to do that…"

My interrogative words prompted her to weep endlessly. She struggled to find her words, with nothing coming out of her mouth. I gazed at her, calm yet resolute. "Selena, let's get a divorce."

I finally said it, and it wasn't as difficult as I thought.

She was frozen in place, muttering, "Divorce?"

"No, I'm not getting a divorce with you!" She shot up, screaming with a rather hoarse voice and contorted expression. "I won't agree to the divorce, Hud. I was wrong; I'm sorry. I admit I had a thing with Zion, but it was never serious.

"I swear I was never serious with him. You know I love you and only you."

Selena would always look as pitiful as she did now whenever she made a mistake. Without a miss, I would always concede to her. But not this time.

I stared resolutely at her. "We should just end it, Selena."