Owe him... for what? Salina checks her heart on bed. Those beautiful memories call back in her head.
She likes Fabian for a long time, she used to change all her bad habits for him. She loves him unconditionally. No matter what he likes, she would change herself to be. And she has never lied or cheated him. Their life was beautiful before, then two years earlier, he misunderstood her from his sister’s case. His heart died with her from that day.
About regret, the only thing she has regretted is to fall in love with him!
“You spoiled my day!” He leaves his cold words then goes to the bathroom. After a short time, he’s out with good clean looking, shuts the door and goes away. Feeling sad, she begins to weep, with the thundering and raining roaring outside, like a ghostly apparition in the dark.
Soon, she falls asleep...
“Hey, Salina, why I didn't see you at the company? Where the hell are you?” Her manager yells from the phone to her, she apologizes then rushes to the bathroom.
While she brushes her teeth, drops of blood run down from her nose, “Shoot, nosebleed again!”
She sits and covers her nose with many white tissues, until it stops. After a long time, it finally stops.
She stands up and looks herself from the mirror, her pale sickness looking, she gives herself a wry smile.
She doesn't have much time...
For the last several months, she makes her mind to stay near Fabian, then she would find a secret place to die, alone... Somewhere in the mountain perhaps.
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