The moment the last wrapping came off on the ground, I simply let go of my hands and turned into the lowest clown in this world standing in front of Marlon. I lifted my head and looked at Marlon flatly,
“Mr. Redford, is it Ok now?”
The heart muffled my all pain at this moment, wrapped up tightly and tucked away in the deepest recesses.
Marlon’s ink-black eyes instantly became sharp and cold, narrowed into a slit, like a bloody sword blade. His fists clenched cackling, and blue veins popped out. He stared at me and said word by word as cold as frost spat out.
“This is what you mean by willing to do anything for me?
This is how you serve men in YES Club!”
The ubiquitous air turned into countless sword blades that flew from all directions, stabbing me all over one after another.
Rebuttal?
Explanation?
Even though I had a thousand words and countless explanations, they all turned into nothing in this instant. Did I need to explain?
Did I still need to explain?
I had known the answer at the beginning, but I’d rather close my eyes, bang my head, fall off a cliff, and try to pretend I didn’t know it.
Ridiculous! That’s ridiculous!
I wasn’t even worthy of ridiculousness anymore!
I looked at Marlon with a charming smile and walked step by step towards him. I loved Marlon, so I deserved to suffer it. Ha! It served me right!
I sat on Marlon’s lap and demurely looped my arms around his neck, using all my deep love and dignity into the most unspeakable movements. My fingertips burrowed into Marlon’s clothes, wandering like snakes over his lean body and my mouth illegibly came closer to his ear, deliberately spilling my breath on it.
Every movement and every expression I made was more flattering than ever, but I felt extremely painful at the moment.
Marlon’s eyes were deep and bottomless. His breathing gradually accelerated, and became fiercely, Marlon pressed me backward onto the sofa, like a crazy beast, rudely and madly gnawing at my mouth, as if he wanted to bite off the flesh of my body piece by piece.
I laughed and my laugh grew stronger. I was wondering: Wasn’t this what I’ve always dreamed of?
So, I should laugh and I should laugh intensely!
I kissed him and let our bodies mesh together tightly.
I could see all of it clearly. The castle that tightly wrapped around my heart was crumbling little by little. I closed my eyes gently and thought that I should be smiling. I loved him deeply, so it was the best thing for me to have sex with him.
So, I should laugh.
Pop!
A violent slap landed hard on my face, followed by my body being smashed and thrown to the floor like garbage, my spine knocking against the sharp corner of the coffee table.The intense pain instantly caused me to curl up on the floor, unable to move.
Marlon, however, grabbed my hair and stared at me. His cold, frosty eyes were filled with disgusts.
“Rachael, you’re disgusting. You’re fucking - disgusting!”
The pain and Marlon’s words turned into nothingness hovering outside my consciousness around each other, filling my eardrums, my whole body, over and over again.
“Rachael, you’re disgusting. You’re fucking disgusting!
Disgusting!
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