Love's Redemption (Chris and Maddie) novel Chapter 131

"What?" I was stunned and then cursed, "Is he out of his mind?"

"Ms. Crown, Mr. Gildon has indeed been acting irrational lately," Gordon explained.

As Gordon spoke, it struck me that everything about the wedding dresses and rings was his doing. He followed Chris' orders.

"What is he trying to achieve? Disgust me?" I asked angrily.

Gordon hesitated. "Maddie, I really don't know what Mr. Gildon is thinking, but one thing's for sure. He doesn't want to lose you. He loves you."

"Gordon," I said, "it's one thing for others to say that, but how can you? Do you genuinely believe he loves me?"

Gordon fell silent.

"If he wants to act crazy, let him. I'm not going to play along," I said firmly.

"Ms. Crown, actually, I've been blaming myself. If it weren't for me that time, you and Mr. Gildon wouldn't have ended up like this."

Gordon was still feeling guilty about his past mistake.

"Mr. Yates, I am actually thankful for you. If it weren't for that incident, I wouldn't have made up my mind to end things with him." I paused. "But I didn't break up with Chris just because of that incident. It was a long time coming, and you should know that."

"But I was the one who delivered the final blow," Gordon murmured.

"I've said everything I needed to say. If you still want to blame yourself, that's your choice. As for Chris, if he fires you because of what happened today, then leave.

"With your skills, you'll find a better job in no time," I reassured him.

"Ms. Crown, did you find a new job?" he asked.

"I believe I won't have trouble finding one," I replied vaguely, not wanting to escalate the situation further.

The Chris now was a lunatic. And I feared what he might do if he found out I had a new job.

After ending the call, I closed my eyes. I couldn't believe Chris had gone so far as to propose to me. It felt necessary to be blunt and crush any lingering hope he might have had.

Thinking about the call I had with Brandon last night, I gathered my courage and texted him, "I'm sober now. When can we talk?"